today started off good :)
the love came over.
he gets so motherly distracted so easily!
esp. with my sister around. rahhs!
he did his mkdes. it was nice having you around baby :))



after which we took a bus down to school
slacked around.
tim, brad, rei, scully & i had our own fun.
we saw pieces of black foam around so we started cutting them into shapes.
i first had wings pasted on my back and i went "RED BULL GIVES ME WINGGS"
then timmy had those funny chinese old man moustachy thing going on and he looked like MR PRINGLES! hahaha! damn funnny!
and like brad wore some funny thingy around his body and made a bow out of the foam. DAMN FUNNY!.
oh i made moles too! hahaha!


at 6 we handed in our MkDes assignment and within halfanhour we left.
daniel and i decided to watch THE MAID.
had dinner at pastamania; saw christine! muahaha
then caught the movie.
mother shitass show. i was motherly scared lah haha but the show's nice
:)) but could have been scarier though.
i then took a bus back.


sometimes i dont even know what im doing
what ive been fearing most might just come true
i see it coming. i do.
i very much dont want it to;
but somehow i know it will.
it will. just wait and see.
dont kill me with everything.
just turn around and see me cry
that empty space. i dont want that.
ive got to be strong. believe and trust.
but then again, ill be dillusionised and thus run away from whatever thats wrong or might go wrong.
okay note to self: dont tink too much.