dear boy,

i do not know who you are, or where or when we will meet, but i do hope it is soon.

i pray that when we meet and fall in love, you will love me for me, and not hope for someone who is thinner or prettier. i hope you wont compare me to girls who may have brighter smiles.

i hope that you will make me laugh, take care of me if i get sick, and be trustworthy.

i hope you will remember that i prefer daisies to roses, and that my favourite colour changes with my mood.

please know that i might be too shy to kiss you first, but please dont be afraid to kiss me. i wont slap you or push you away. im sure your kisses will be perfect.

when we go on a date, please dont stress about where to take me; whats important is that ill be with you.

if i cry, please know it isnt because of you, just hold me close, and ill heal quickly. and if it is because of you, ill heal just the same.

and if we decide to break up, please understand that i may be bitter, but id like to be your friend if youll let me.

i promise to remember that you have feelings too, even though youll never admit it, and when youre ready, well have a friendship.

please tell me if anything that i do bothers you, or if something just doesnt sit right. i would like you to always be honest with me.

if i have a bad day, i hope you will shower me with confidence and smiles.

i hope you dont think that im asking too much of you. i hope you understand that im a little bit nervous and very scared. i wish i could tell you how or when we will meet, and if we will be in love forever.

every relationship is a new game of cards..and.. ive never been good with cards.

but ill try my best to be kind and love you dearly for all that you are, without expecting too much from you.

thank you for listening, this is all that i ask

- me