nobody said this was going to be easy.

school's back.
stayed in school till super late to develop the fucking films.
my fucking comp got reformatted again. fuckerr.

in a total state of blankness, blurrness and anything but positive.
i think i might be going crazy.
sometimes i ask myself too many questions.
and will always be left with doubts after doubts.
i think im going insane.
dont ask.

saw joyce's pink phone today and its the same one pat used to have.
i miss you so damn motherfucking much.

lifestyle bash's this saturday.
im excited for it yet i dont know, i dont know.

i just realised ive been "i dont know"-ing alot lately.
i really dont know why i dont know.


some people say love is suicide.
it might just be it.