day was expected to turn out shitt.
after the fuckass shit that happened last night.
but it amazingly didnt xcept for a few minor bleahs.

talked on the phone till super late last night.
yOOo mother so fat that when she told me her weight, i thought it was her telephone number.
oh fuck.
didnt manage to sleep well last night. i hope ill be able to sleep tonight.

anyways, so "grandpa" msged me early in the morn
and being the nice granddotter that i am, i got ready and took a bus down to tampines to meet him.
then we decided to eat at SWENSONS; i had the yummy fish pasta thingy and rei had some ice-cream thingy.
we mad fooled around with the camera and stuff and we talked about issues.
meeeoowws. then ben came. we talked and all while waiting for rachel to come.
we were supposed to go to downtown to book the chalet but we decided on cancelling the chalet in the end
and maybe we're gg to do something else.
rahhhs. so after rachel came, we went to the interchange and took 69 to school.
and we left rei behind lah. hahaha super funnny and we saw some funny childish couple (god i dread that word now) in the bus and rach and i were like imitating them.. funny!

got of at school, i was drowning in my own prespiration. very hot.
waited for rachel to hand in her assignment then the 4 of us took a cab down to FAR EAST sponsored by kind ben.
we were like talking about sex and cheebais? in the cab. quite funneh
wenta REIGN (feels weird; i always call it darius shop). went to some dono what shop upstairs where rei got his jeans modified and i wanted to get this super nice top damn cheappp buttt... my boobs couldnt get in. what rubbish.

oh and rach, rei & i were like on a mission:
to spot "ah lians" or "turn off people" and last count was like 22+ and it was all within half and hour. haha.
okay so ben and rach had lunch at NANA THAI (10% discount ?) haha

then went back to reign. jerrryy was there!! haha.
oh i dont know why i had a twizer in my bag so deareast jerry was being a sport and he allowed me to pluck his eyebrows! haha
it looks nicer now. and darius got hooked on plucking his eyebrows too. damn funny. haha

they had like some mini clubbing session or some sort at the store. played the songs in my ipod till the batt died
jerry and i ordered food from nana thai and they sent it down. after eating we had a nice talk about stuffs.
i felt better after talking to him. and everyone else for that matter.

stayed in darius shop till closing. was supposed to meet peili but for obvious reasons cannot.
walked back to the tangs area with darius & jerry.
chinablack was calling out for meee.. it was it wass..
farah shall not go out in slippers on fris, sats. very not convenient.
i then took a cab back.

im lost. i really am.
i loved you so fucking much. im not willing to let you go.
call me desperate whatever but really, you meant alot to me.
i wanna work things out with you with whatever way possible.
i want us back.
what're you doing to me?
i still love you.
im not willing to give you up just as yet.
i want my forever with you. i dono already lah.