words i dare not face.
words from someone so far, yet so true.
thanks raudhha :)


creativity takes courage. says:
well, if ur friends say just let him piss u off until u cannot take it right..
trust me it doens't work
not much..
it'll work for like say.. 2 days.
then u'll go back to missing him


oochie walla walla says: (1:06:01 AM)
i know that


creativity takes courage. says: (1:06:16 AM)
and i noe it feels or even sounds stupid to like be missing him but i guess the only way to really get over it is just time.
i'm not one to say about getting over people..
i'm never good with them
and actually, being their friend after a break up, not a good idea


oochie walla walla says: (1:07:05 AM)
losing a r/s doesnt mean we have to lose the fship


creativity takes courage. says: (1:07:12 AM)
yea i noe that..
but like u noe.. u expect this friendship to be all nice and stuff right..
like u sitll want him to reply to u
and like talk to u
and like when u have a problem or seomthing u want him to still be there for u kind right?
yea... that's just an excuse to want him back in ur life so u can show him what he's been missing.. i did the whole - u're sitll my friend..
let a few weeks or at least months go by..
and then liek rekindle the friendship
boys are weird.
really..
like now, i'm friends with all my exs
and like close friends.. and they ARE there when i need them kind
just not so totally in the face i'm still ur friends kind.


oochie walla walla says: (1:09:32 AM)
its not that. even if he doesnt reply my msges or wadever seriously just DONT fucking shut me out of everything. friends, he wanted to be friends, wad kickassbullshit shit is he giving me now?
anyways thanks. ill get over it someday


creativity takes courage. says: (1:09:50 AM)
haha..
i noe exactly how u feellll
really..
like he says no we will sitll be friends dun worry
but he doens't even want to see u
forever finding a reason to not see u
and like he like in a way doens't even want to noe u exist right?
haha
same thing happened to me..
those are just words...
lies that have been tailored to make u have HOPE that there'll sitll be something..
my guess, he doesn't even give three asses about whether a friendship is sitll there.. maybe.. i dunno la but yea...


creativity takes courage. says: (1:12:04 AM)
haha yea u will.. and u'll find someone who is like TEN gazillion times better than him...
seriously, what u're feeling right.. the want to be friends with him, they are just excuses ur mind is concocting to make urself feel better
u just want his attention..
sorry if i'm being blunt
even though it's been more than a month, u still feel liek u just broke up yesterday?
if u don't mind, what was the reason or EXCUSE that he gave for breaking up with u?
omggg... that's like almost the same reason as i got..
i tell u la..
no offence but i think he just wanted to get with u for the fun of it and he's a freaking sweet talker...
do u actually think negleting studies is a good idea?!?! pls la.. there are people who have relationships but are getting A's B's and shitt...
family and church.. hmmmmm doesn't he sitll go out as often?


oochie walla walla says: (1:17:59 AM)
all i know the reasons he gave me is PURE BULLSHIT


creativity takes courage. says: (1:18:19 AM)
not ready for r/s then why evne BOTHERRR to get into one? and don't have bright future.. 
i bet he's very nice to hug kind right..


oochie walla walla says: (1:18:58 AM)
ya


creativity takes courage. says: (1:19:01 AM)
i knew it
cuz the guy who did that to me was nice to hug