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hah! im super super happy lahh! (: i love todayy!.
got myself the most fucking drop dead to die for corset top from TOPSHOP and fann got herself something similar in a diff pattern. im in love with that corset top lurrr! <3

saw this super nice MISS SIXTY corset top earlier and its like 187. sorry ah no moneyy! =\ but im happy with my topshop one! HEHE.

walked around town and wenta meet INEZ at HEEREN. talked for awhile, fann had her funny food haha and we wenta CINE/ROCKYS; saw my darling KENT CHEW and estropbitch! HAHAH! that bitch i swear lah! HAHAHA. then MR POUTY; Le`En came to meet us ((:

left town early and wenta my sister's ballet's open house. oh wells. im happy, are you happy? ((: j.bING tomorrow and off to work and club on saturdayy! (:

ILOVEEEEEEEEE

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sale sale sale!! hehs. blogger was down last night. grrrs.

ive gotta work this SATURDAY; from 12-8pm all the way in the WEST. hurhurr. but whatever, i need the money badly!

today i planned to meet, 1) FANN 2) SALLY 3)INEZ 4)ALICIA 5)FERA.. hahah! thats like wanna action hero but cannot HAHA. am gonna meet FANN first before heading to the salee! yipeee!

and tomorrow; im going to MALAYSIA for 1 day. HAHA! to have dim sum at Holiday Inn with my mum. abit no life lah but who cares man! HAHA. shopping!

so many things to do so little time.

Work it like you're working a pole
Shake it 'til you're shaking the floor
Pop it like you're poppin' a cork
Don't Stop, Don't Stop
Jerk it like you're making it choke
Break it like you're breakin' a code
Drop it till you're taking it lower

This is serious
I'm delirious
So oblivious
I could dance all night
With you

As long as its funky
This rhythm just makes me high
I'm like a junkie
I could dance all night

planned to meet up with so many people! GAHHHS!

i broke the record;
i dropped my fucking phone 7times so far today

go on and ill have to fix them back like a puzzle. HURHUR.
i need the nicotine!! 7sticks LEFT.
TOPSHOP SAlE HERE I COME!

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i miss cheerleading i miss cheerleading i miss cheerleading i miss cheerleading i miss cheerleading
i wanna dance all night long lahh! LOVEYOU!

towned like finally. i think i was kinda feeling moody and shit cos i havent smoked for like days.
so yepp, met FERA at her workplace (: and we wenta FAR EAST to look for poly stuffs. HAHA! so action noe. haha. returned my book and im waiting for P/S: I LOVE YOU to be available. i want books books and more books!

wenta NYDC, HEEREN with SALLY, FERA& SALLY's FRIEND; alison works there! (: haha after having shared dinner, wenta ROCKYS/CINE; talked shitloads and omg i think fera & i witnessed an ACCIDENT or smthng. super scary lah! haha! meet Le`En ((: at the small E-games. then left cos i didnt wanna make my mum angry. HUR.

hopefully; sally'll remember the TOPSHOP PRIVATE SALE shit for me this thursday! oh i cant waitt!! (:

so maybe babbyy <3

baby i`m backk ;
i`ll be your loverr && i`ll be your best friendd

i wanna club like SOON.
hopefully cocco latte this friday or something.
i kinda need my techno dosage ohwells, anything will do
ineedtosmokee

so yerp, talked to candy man on the phone till quite late and she was being a total idiot. hur.
im the most useless (times89billion) person on earth because i dont know how
to go about doing housework and thats so fucking loser-ish. haha!
oh wells, NORRIS is so sweeet (: he called me to wish me "GOOD NIGHT" and i felt so toucheddd! totally made me feel better.
oh wells, was telling dp about stuffs and hurhur, i dont know, i cannot lose. YES? hehs.


am gonna meet FERA later after her darn work to catch up and stuff; maybe catch a movie or something. ugh i need to smoke. RAHS.

im kinda excited for poly life. hopefully ill get to meet new people and stuff. exciting (:

fuckyoubitch

imissyoushitloadsfuck
i wanna catch; THE PACIFIER &&& HOSTAGE &&& INFECTION
___ just because I want to see you smile today

Youre my one and only
I'll stay with you if you'd have me
Without you I'd be so lonely
If i had it my way thats how it would be
Theres just something about you
Only I can see
I'm just one of those few
Just thinking about you gets to me
It starts in my fingers, down to my toes
When you touch me the way you do
How you do it god only knows
No one makes me feel that way but you
I wish you were here now
Just to have you would feel so good
If only you were, but how
I wish you would, I wish you could
But for now
I'll have to be alone
Another night of dreaming about you
I miss you but not for long
I hope some day my dreams of you, come true

goodbyetoYOU

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im going crazy over this poem
everything i once felt and may still feel is written there and its scary. the wonders of poems.
UNALLOWED LOVE. im always ending up with those kinda love. im not fated and thats sadd.

i fucking need to SUNTAN soon. stupid tan-line's fading and its ugllyy. i need a NICE tan. maybe ill go to SENTOSA ALONE one of these days. me-timee (: or somethingg. hurhurr.

things i need to buy/do:
- tan!
- get my sugarmummy to buy me that top!
- sshhoopp!
- dye job
- maybe find a job
- school bagg!!!
- shoes &&& more heels!
- find you
- spend less money (oh what a walking contradiction)
- exercise (HAHA FUCK)
- find a fucking place so that my sayang & i'd be able to diss those miss spore universe finalist on tv LIVE. I MISS YOUUU!!!
- fly to bangkok
&&& i`ll go find more stuffs. HAHA!

i realise i update alot. haha! so fun. my livejournals are like DEAD, and so are my diaryland bloggs && my greatestjournals and my diary-x and my deadjournals &&& my aboutmylife journals. HAHA! oh wells.

dear boy,

i do not know who you are, or where or when we will meet, but i do hope it is soon.

i pray that when we meet and fall in love, you will love me for me, and not hope for someone who is thinner or prettier. i hope you wont compare me to girls who may have brighter smiles.

i hope that you will make me laugh, take care of me if i get sick, and be trustworthy.

i hope you will remember that i prefer daisies to roses, and that my favourite colour changes with my mood.

please know that i might be too shy to kiss you first, but please dont be afraid to kiss me. i wont slap you or push you away. im sure your kisses will be perfect.

when we go on a date, please dont stress about where to take me; whats important is that ill be with you.

if i cry, please know it isnt because of you, just hold me close, and ill heal quickly. and if it is because of you, ill heal just the same.

and if we decide to break up, please understand that i may be bitter, but id like to be your friend if youll let me.

i promise to remember that you have feelings too, even though youll never admit it, and when youre ready, well have a friendship.

please tell me if anything that i do bothers you, or if something just doesnt sit right. i would like you to always be honest with me.

if i have a bad day, i hope you will shower me with confidence and smiles.

i hope you dont think that im asking too much of you. i hope you understand that im a little bit nervous and very scared. i wish i could tell you how or when we will meet, and if we will be in love forever.

every relationship is a new game of cards..and.. ive never been good with cards.

but ill try my best to be kind and love you dearly for all that you are, without expecting too much from you.

thank you for listening, this is all that i ask

- me

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today = good dayy (:

took a bus down with the lovee of my lifee (: HAHA and saw joshua at the bus stop. was supposed to meet matt the dad but he had to be home early so nvm. walked around town, wenta HEEREN and saw the CLEO's 50 MOST ELIGIBLE BACHELORS shitt. i saw one cutee guyy I LIKE I LIKEE (:

then, wenta BUGIS to meet my darling DAPHNE. we shopped and covered almost the whole of BUGIS STREET super happiness. i bought those chapalak kind of pants (HAhA) and an off-shoulder top (same as daph). the TOPSHOP there didnt have my top in my size in that colour so didnt get it. MACDONALDS for dinner and we took pics (: i loveeeee! super funnny. HA. saw SPENCER too! haha funny how i tried to call her.. she was walking in front of us then i said loudly "IS THAT SPENCER??" then she happy happy turn around and smile. HAHHAA. 63 home and im tiredd

i spent all 78bucks i had today &&& im brokeee &&& i need to get more stuffs. HOWW??

oh; fuckyoubitch -smiles-

okay so my mum didnt allow me to go out with friends, rahhhh!
but nevermind, she brought me to BUGIS to shopp!
didnt really but much cos the place wanna be how damn crowded. RAHH!
my fucking eyes were bleeding i swear due to such horrible sights of ugly people in fugly clothes. von dutch very cool ehh? -nods..- rolls eyes-
bought the pink topshop lyrcra top + belt + this super cute bag in hot pink with a pic of a cat. haha. i hate cats but i still bought that stupid bag. HAHAH! but i dont even think ill even carry it out lurr.

daphne better make time for me tomorrow. either that or ill go and shop alone tomorrow. bugis topshop didnt have the colour i wanted for that top so i have to go to WISMA tomorrow to get it since ive placed an order. ROARRRS.


baby im backkk; i`ll be your lover &&& i`ll be your best friendd

don`t look no farther

baby im back

i`m here to cater to you (any thing that you want me: do i`ll do it)

cause i`ll be your lover

i`ll be your best friend

tell me what i gotta do (tell me what i gotta do and i`ll do it)

&&&&

she put that sugar on my tongue

shes gonna gimme gimme some

she put it right there on my tongue

right there on my tongue (she turns me on, like no other)

be a darling and buy me ADOBE PHOTOSHOP.

i will love you plenty plenty times 1billion

HAHA!

oh mother puss's being a puss. UGH. i wanna go outttttttttt!!!

the eye10's so fucking lame and shocking. its fucking funny. le`en was MAD laughing lah while i was MAD covering my eyes. i especially love the chopsticks part ((:

i chose good seats man. so accurate his friends were sitting next to us. yeahh im goodd!haha.

after the movie, cine then ps. secret recipe for dinner and i cabbed home while he went to play wOw at some place i dont know where.

MEOWS.

good friday tomorrow. towning i suppose.

i had fun today eventho i was quite pmsy and bleahs*

wrap my words around youu

all hail TECHNOLOGY & MSN

blogger's crazy. am still very unsure on howta use this crap. i prefer typing manual htmls. YEAHHH (:

when it all falls downn.

chances given too many times. last shot and you blew it.

its funny how i feel so relax yet occupied at the same time.

the irony

im not caring anymore, plus why did i even bother in the first place?

man, i should have listened to them

all falls down

eye-ing laterr (: loveeee

many things heard. many things seen. many things done.

many times i try to defend you. many times i tried to believe you

many times might just end soon.

might be THE-EYEING 10 tomorrow (:

uhuhsial

I gotta let you know

I feel so weak without your touch

I never thought that

I could ever love a man so much

I gotta let you know

I think that we are destiny

For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

sleep is good

seriously sometimes, i feel like slapping you up down left right inside out

GODD.

you're sucha screw-up. gheez.

stop carrying that paintbrush around.

your makeup's too thick.

i feel like BITCHING like one monkeycatmousedograt now. GRRR.

i was feeling super freaked out last night. what the hell is wrong with him? ewwwww =\ yucks. oh whatever. ignore.

TP here to comeee!

haha im sleepy. skipped the bloody orientation cos i have since withdrew from it. JC-life's so not me. PLUS GOT SCHOOL RULES! and im supposed to dye my hair back to BLACK. sorry kiss my ass first ahs.

and yet again, i didnt manage to bring my arse down to KEMBANGAN. haha. im sorry kembangan want to be how near but its like.. haha. im making it sound its 5988758447985 miles away. LOLLS.

i NEED sleep. good night loveee.

i wanna watch MISS CONGENIALITY 2 & THE EYE 10.

tomorrow i should seriously get my arse down to KEMBANGAN to sign up for gym membership. I AM HUNGRYYYYY. woops-

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met the most irritating person just now. CINE-ed/ ROCKY-ed before going down to CHINATOWN with joshua + his girlfriend cos joshua works as a bartender at some pub. hurhur. teen drinking is very badd (: cabb-ed home with mat tappered.

god i was subjected to 869955748 hours of PHYSICAL TORTURE thanks to some idiot. i really dont friend you lahh =D

i got posted into a fucking JC but nah i think im gg to reject and go to POLY lah.

made up mind, my cousin told me to go for design instead of A levels because its better. HAHA

ok lor, TP design here i come LORRR.

.. but im still going to appeal for BUSINESS in SP & NGEE ANN

...and i still have to go down to CJC tomorrow

thats damn sad lahh

as i looked into his eyes

and found his longing stare

i stopped myself from saying words

that would show how much i care

i put my hand up to his face

to hold my feelings in

i wouldnt say the words again

to show my love for him

the last time i had told him

how much he meant to me

he put my hands away from him

and said to leave him be

i never spoke the words again

for fear of his deep fright

i thought it was the last time

until that blissful night

his fingers traced around my face

pushing hair away

and i was quite unprepared

for what he was to say

my heart beat quickly, my head raced on

i thought that i might cry

he looked as if he might faint-

imagine this strong guy

but never would i be more impressed

with anything he'd do

than when he took that heartfelt leap

and told me, "I LOVE YOU"

But if I wrap my words around you

Wrap my words around you

If I wrap my words around you

Would you stay

Would you stay, would you?

Wrap my words around you

Wrap my words around you

If I wrap my words around you

Would you stay

Would it play with your heart?

; give everything to hear half your breath

meows. i just woke upp (: will be heading on down to KEMBANGAN to sign up for the gym shit thingy. dont think ill be heading down to town today. tomorrow it shall be (:

i need excitement in my lifee. lalala.

Once upon a time I was falling in love

But now I'm only falling apart

There's nothing I can do

A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time there was light in my life

But now there's only love in the dark

Nothing I can say

A total eclipse of the heart

ok so i TM-ed today because i felt like getting myself a birthday cake for no god-damn reason. im sucha pig. help me! i live in a pig's sty & a zoo and now im turning into a pig. i hear the gym calling out my namee.. OHH FARAHHHH!! haha ok lame. yeah so went there, bought ROYAL TEMPTATION cake + 2tubs of HAAGEN DAZS ice-creams. oh so heavenly.. i needed to indulge lah huh. been feeling like dope the past few days. i loveee!

its funny how influential i can get. now le`En's talking like some bloody mat and its super hilarious. he cracks me up with his MAT-accent lahh. hahaha. we've like suddenly became MAT & MINAH rockers. LOLLS.

i miss so many people. the holidays for those schoolers are gonna end and like they'll be going back to school and it'll be left with me me me and more of me.

le`En: we better go lagoon soon okay! i want stringrayss!! meows

im bored. im talking to pat & norris online. they're both so crappy. but i like~ good night lovee

stay home giving blow jobs

new layout.

much loveee.

one day, someday.. i`ll kill wOw. hahahahhaha!

ANG MO KIO-ed for the job interview. bishan MRT almost killed me; so damn unfamiliar with that area. TOWN-ed, Taka, Cine and left. met CLARA & TESS then blah blahs. left bout 6plus for BUGIS & BUGIS STREET shall be my new shopping haven. its like BANGKOK in SPORE. dope.

oo-chie wally wally, oo-chie bang bang

cocco latte = hot

meows. so i wenta TOWN; changed my darling PESOs for Sing. dollars. then wenta CINE/ROCKYS to meet DP & we slacked there for like very very long. played stupid games and stuff like BLUFF. damn lame lurr. then people started coming and yupp.

left for COCCO LATTE with Le`En. was feeling like weird & out of place cos we were both early there and like i was the only living female in the club at that time lolls.

danced like a mad cow. the place was so fucking packed i wanted to die. 3cups of COKE BOURBON & i was still pretty much alive and kicking. water was like so precious to us, damn funny lah. we even resorted to drinking toilet water. lolls.

clubbed till they closed, 2.45am.. took 7855946years to decide where to go since i didnt have a house to go to & i couldnt go home so phyllis, me, alicia, jac wenta bryan's house.

slacked at his house, ate at the kopitiam and i left for home.

got home at about 8 close to 9.

gahhh. my whole body's aching. woooo. and i saw CHRISTOPHER LEE lah. he's quite cute. lolls

have the ROADSHOW's interview today. shall get ready soon and like leave. meows. im so tireddddddddd

i swear i worked at the most fucked up place ever.
that eVON BITCH called me 2nights ago and asked me to come down to pay $39.87 to the damn shop. HELL NO am i going to part with that amount of cash.
rahhhh! so nonsense lah. stupid fucked up place. MEOWS.

now i shall go and bug the roadshow fella. he hasnt scheduled me for my new roadshow. more roadshows= more money -bling bling

i am so damn super bored; i can like EXPLODE any time now.

my whole damn fucking comp. died on me therefore all my precious stuffs ive made painstakingly is gone. my darling icons. songs. lyrics. pictures. graphics. so damn bloody heartpain!

where is everyone? i am so damn bored. cannot tahan already -explodes-

club tomorrow. i need so many million things. omg can die.
and i need a fucking job soon

i made a new link; to host all the damn pictures. meows

cam whores unite
(:


meows, le`En's got me totally hooked to the songs he sent last night esp. SPACE INVADERS & that fucking MAT TAPPERED song. influential fella. RAAHHH.

-sings-

Space invaders in the air

In a flying saucer you can take me there

Space invaders in the air

In a flying saucer you can take me there

happy birthday daphne wee!

currently, $1.95 tissues from WATSONS is my new best friend.

say hello to my new friend ((: -HELLO

so today, i was out with the two antidotes (:

met daph & fann at BUGIS at we had SEOUL GARDEN for lunch and it was like a birthday lunch thingy for daph ((: we ate like mad cows man. woots. macam tomorrow got war then we were stuffing ourselves with food, food & more food. daph was being a total blurrqueen lah! so cutee man! she was so damn amused by the whole seoul garden concept. haha i love that bum ((:

we ate for almost 2 hours before leaving for TOWN/CINE. wenta ROCKYS as usual and fann & i sort of like "surprised" daph with a palm size chocolate cake. lols. wasnt much of a surprise cos daph saw the fake "donut". haha. sang her a birthday song and i couldnt stop laughing ah. haha. took many many pictures. god those two people are like just total CAM WHORES lahh! aha ((:

after that, we wenta WISMA to"shop". wasnt feeling too good, stupid cold. rahhh! oh i bought a purple bag from BUGIS & a FOREVER21 headband ((: left the both of them and i took a bus back. ugh. i think im falling il..

dont worry i wont still your her away from you.

am suddenly in ♥ with the song: DONT MESS WITH MY MAN meows

pics will be up laterr. im too sick to upload.

was talking to Le`En on the phone last night and while that boy was playing his stupid WoW, i was watching CNA and they were like showing those nice houses in singapore lah. woah i wanted to die cann! build me a treehouse pleasee -stares at Le`En-

whatever, milo made my head spin like one monkeycatdogmouserat and i was like in pain. HAHA. caught A WALK TO REMEMBER on HBO and i swear that show's the bestt ((:

woke up early and my sister and i went down to CINE to catch THE SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS MOVIE. am not really a fan of the stupid cartoon lah but i must say the movie was good. its so cute and lame and nonsense, very entertaining. hurhur.

after the movie, met Matt at ROCKYS; town was dead today i swear. macam retarded lahh. haha and Matt kept disturbing my poor sister lah! haha but they're damn cute lah. kick here kick there. haha.

mrt-ed with Matt home. boring lurr.

anddd.. i dont think ill be going to the GYM tomorrow or ever. HAHAHA. so much for "discipline" ah. haha.

yeahhh! cougars eh! haha

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i suddenly miss cheerleading.

i saw the KC COUGARS uniform in my drawer just now and i tear-ed.
gosh the memories.

the many many hours we put in for trainings. the countless times i got scolded by bowling coach cos i attended cheerleading trainings instead of bowling. the countless bruises i got. the many many times i fell asleep in class cos i was too tired due to cheerleading.. oh wells it all paid off

the memories shared with the squad's definitely engraved for life in my heart. the national champs for 2damn years before the fucking school closed us down. COUGARS lives in my heart always.

everytime i see girls in cheerleader outfits, it makes me feel damn proud to be one. or should i say used to be one. well at least i belonged to the very terror, very hiong KC COUGARS. oh i miss those dayys and i miss cheerleading. to think i can still remember my steps, the stunts until now.. 2-3yrs down the road.

thanks for the memories cougars.

dear youu;

i do hope you find yourself. this whole process is scary. i do badly want to walk through, guide you through this road with you but i cant and i wont. you walked into this road yourself and its only right you make the U-turn yourself.

people tell me to forget about you finding yourself. that i wont do. i believe with every ounce of my soul that yes, you will find that real you back.

love yourself before you love others, including me. take one step at a time. i just hope i didnt hurt you with my honesty etc. about the person youve become. its scary, especially for me, to see someone i truly care for just drop her everything to egoistical stuff & fame (and anything related to those words). for a moment, i just didnt know who you are anymore. what happened to the simpler days? everything changed so damn fast, i didnt wanna be near you anymore.

im just glad youre willing to accept whatever i told you the other night. willing to accept my plea to change. i will definitely be here waiting for you to come back. take your time. ive said it before, it isnt an overnight process. just remember, keep everything real and keep your feet stuck to the ground.

- nemo

pat is like finally online. thank god some bugger woke me up from my sleep and i had the sudden urge to use the comp.

woots. damn it feels damn good to sleep at 8plus man. meowws.

my almost perfect

dp, kane, me & baojun

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kane, dp, baojun & me

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the antidotes

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so yupp, talked on the phone till like 4plus with some person. freaking funny lurr.

then woke up super early today and got ready, changed and took 65 to some person's house for awhile. blah blah then we took a cab down to LUCKY PLAZA; my fav. hangout place. hurhur. we had lunch at the food court upstairs. meow. chicken rice chicken rice chicken rice! ((:

after lunching, we wenta TOPMAN/TOPSHOP because some bugger wanted to buy some "formal""top. meows. i saw nice clothes there therefore i shall wait for Sally's Vouchers before i buyy. HAHA! went to the Wisma toilet which is like damn glam ah. hoo nastyy ah =D

after that we wenta NGEE ANN CITY cos they had some "Strong Man Challenge" shit and we saw a group of woah nice bodied people working out to some aerobics thingy. NASTYY AHH. i likee~

after that, wenta CINE, rotted at ROCKYS. they had some funny funny Coke/Pringles breakdancing shit. WOAH. i saw one damnn cute guy lahh. can die kind. meows. i swear i was mad drooling at him. think Matt knows him or something like that ah. meows.

almost died walking to MERIDIEN. wasted trip, walked back to Cine to meet my darling daddddyyy! & Le`En and some other dono who people. Oh the guys at meridien looked good, so did Le`En. meows.

left with Matt the Dad. hehs. we were like both sortof like whining like cows cos we die die wanted to go to the party lurrr. meows. free drinks all. i like i likee~!

oh wells, ladies night this weds. yayyys!! (:

phua pei li's shirt is with me lah. god im so nice.

we will we will rock youu ohhh

seriously, im missing pat like crazyy

past nights, i keep thinking about her like not being with me here physically and stuff
i miss her so god damn much.

its like there's this sudden piece missing in my life suddenlyy
GOD.
i so badly want to contact her NOW but its like timezone's diff and stuff

i want to message her and call her and just go shopping with her.
i miss her so damn badlyy lahh.

pat; i miss you crazy

you touch my falala

woke up freaking early because an irritant woke me up from my sleep. met that irritant and we bacame the stupidest people alive. hurhur. bleahh. after that cabbed to town and met kane & baojun. slacked at cine before going up to take pics . le`en came and that silly boy wenta pierce his ear. hurhur. he looks nice now with his ear pierced. ((: bummed around, we were sort of like window shopping and like he had his dinner at some underground place. hehs. that boy's so much funn! ha.
wenta taka and we were looking at books. i can live there or something man! found so many million books to read and im currently reading The Dirty Girls Social Club. quite interestingg. meows
met vic, spencer and 2 other bungs. blah blah and i wenta meet my mum at Bugis.

i wanna go to the party thingy tomorrow. i need to persuade my parents like mad mann. meows