when you left I lost a part of me
it's still so hard to believe
come back baby, please cause we belong together
who else am I gon' lean on
when times get rough
who's gonna talk to me on the phone
till the sun comes up
who's gonna take your place
there ain't nobody better
oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby

i had you for breakfastt & i always have you before i sleep. my filled emptiness. worked and im super super sleepy & tireddd. roars. gonna get my fringe done properly tomorrow. ROARS. i monkeyly tried to action hero this morning, snipped abit of my fringe off and now its retarded. HAHAHHA! working again tomorrow. booo.

fucklist;

we belong together by mariah carey's been ringing in my headdd
& i found a new song! DUDE by BEENIE MAN feat. MS THING. go d/l.

work tomorrow/later. ohfuckbanglas

so yeah, i took a bus, met SCRAWNY TURTLE; we took a cab down to town. lunched at NYDC; ghost-story galore. HAHAHA! damn funnyy. SIMONE came for awhile; hi-ed bye-ed. hehs. then PAUL came. we wenta shop around HEEREN. some people kept saying the FLESHIMP top i wanted is UGLY. waadda piggg. whatever rolls eyes. HAHA.

CINE-ed. omggg! i saw SLY!!. AHHHHHH!!!!! i like i like! they wenta cut hair. met CHANEL at WISMA we walked around then to ZARA then i met SARA den we walked around, chanel left. met MARIANNE; wenta FOREVER21. i took a train down to BUGIS i was supposed to cut my hair but i ended up SHOPPING. bought a TOPSHOP's top & bagg :) blah blah cabb-ed home with my mum. OMG. i have sucha bitchy mother. she saw this guy (who's her friend's husband) with another woman, she went to call her best friend and started gossipping and that crazy mother of mine made the both of us tail that man! HAHAHAH! damn funny lah! hoho.

mr waiter & mr groove master & faizal. YAYY (:

if loving you is wrong; i dont wanna be right

16

more days and im gonna be a tp-ian.

im excited yet not looking forward to it. its so totally nerve-wrecking lah! so many things to do before i head of to poly. i still neeed to do so many thinggs i gotta find time for em man (or at least i''ll try)

• tan x5152269821 times
• get a bag
• get more clothes esp. tops; SHOPP
• party like a motherdog.

& i cant think of anymore. HAHA.

i slept pretty early last night. the medication's goood lah! haha. am gonna have to bathe like NOW, get my money from the road across thenn, bus to town. SHOP SHOP SHOP!!

new pics uploaded in my other link.

love the top. forever21 :)

towned. met DP & MANDY & CHERYL. dai-dee-ed at ROCKYS; marie chia twin's sucha pain in the arse.
DP & MANDY left, CHERYL & I went shopping. LOLL. that woman takes like 4897465 years to choose what she wants. HAHA. HEEREN-ed. bought a FLESH-IMP top :)) & nice stuffs from the nice accesories? shop. we both got the same bracelet thingy and i got my mum a pair of nice nice ear-studs. we then FAR-EASTed; she went all over the place loooking my kinda shoes but in green but we couldnt find any in her size so we settled for a pink one instead :)
we bus-ed back; i went down at HEEREN; met CHANEL then we walked towards WISMA & met CHERM. window shopped and i saw this super nice top from FOREVER21. ahhhhhh.. then TRAIN-ed back :)

towning again tomorrow. woots

turnoffsx2

love was when i met you.

i have cheerleading tomorrow. rahhs. towning tomorrow too. rahhs.

face down ass up thats the way we like to fuck

pat my sister told me to tell you she loves you

friendster is seriously a breeding ground for potential sex-maniacs and paradise for those who aleady are.

NEW MESSAGE:
I will not try to act decent to say i'll not be interested in bedding you if i find you attractive. I like sex but I'm open to other type of activities too. I'm interested in finding friends to discuss sex, love life, friends.. If you like clubbing or certain other fun stuff, we can be kaki! Of course if sex happen to be in both your mind and mine, I'm sure we can have a great time together. If u like to know more about me, just ask me! SMS me at 81316711, or reply me here. I'll be waiting for you! Seriously i really find u very cute..ken

no im not here to boast something i shouldnt even be proud of. its amusing. really it is.

ahhhh. back to myself and not sex-maniacs, i developed this almost sudden allergic rash. i was so damn bloody paranoid and worked up last night i almost killed the person on the line. HAHA. i thought i was developing potential pimples on my face. the thought of suddenly having a breakout freaked the shit out of me lah okay. i woke up this morning drowned in patches of rash. its crazy. HAH. my dad being the most smartass person alive; drove me to MOUNT E (think he very rich) and i went to "visit" the doctors there. diagnosed with ALLERGIC RASH DUE & SINUSITIS (sp?) its the weather!! its the weather!! and i managed to get hold of the NICOTINE thingy's pamplet. handy handy! haha. and i was given the coolest medication ever, nasal spray! so fun to spray into my nose hahaha den i'll get this wanna sneeze but cannot sneeze feeling. HAHAHAH! ok the silliest things still never fail to amuse me. rahhhs!

ok im off. the tablets making me abit sleepy. & i need to attract more sex-maniacs ok i so didnt say that. HAHA

i attract the DUMBEST people in the planet. serious. it can be amusing suan-ing them but at the same time, answering their dumb questions is just so major pissing off. be it friendster or real-life. ALL THE SAME. im sure pat agrees with me. HAHA.

that person: wat ya doin........?
me: nth
that person: im so bored........satrin at d screen...
that person: wat do u mean by nth?

& that person; PLEAsE STOP AskinG ME WHAT IM DOING
& please, what does NOTHING MEAN TO YOU? NOTHING YOU IDIOT.

WANNA SEX? oh fuck fucking hilarious.

oh i have to ramble my increasing by minute hate towards the male gender.
some are such dumb creatures. esp those with almost no brains.
seriously lah. stop irritating the shit out of me lah. damn pissing offf! OMGGGG.
one's so mother irritating just like the rest. the other's so motherfucking despo. total turnoff.
oh no! whats happening. AHHHH.

i found out something new today. *smiles at the person in GERMANY*

i want retail therapy. but ive got no money. im always broke. i feel so heartpain withdrawing money from my atm card. HAHA. i want my $300million dreamm! please come true. i think im addicted to dai-dee

pat;

i miss youu!

some people in friendster just NEVER fail to amuse me. friendster's such an entertainment hub i NEED to clap. HAHAHA.

USER: BUBBLEGUM
u're pretty sexy! if u're keen on some fun and excitement with an older guy, pls msg me at 9848-8868 k

which gay fucker would wanna name himself BUBBLEGUM? haha. hi im candy, strawberry candy. LAMERRR. and omg pls, i smell a paedophile in him. (i think) hahahah! despo freak. and he must be blind.

USER: JEFFREY
hey farah, wana sex?

haha, do i look like some pornstar always ready for a quickie? NO. HAHAH. god. so nonsense lahh.

USER: BOWwoW
trying to make yr accounts full ?
i like to know u more~
i m roger .. age 26~catch me at holy_angel001 @ yahoo
jane~

this one is funny. what accounts? i only have ONE account hahaha! and no i dont wanna make my account full. & im confused, is this person roger or jane? HAhAH. or BOTH? hahahhahahah!

USER: FAIZAD
can we be frennzz..izad 25 pasieris

some people are just so poor thing, dont even know how to spell the place they live in. LOL.

& & many more which i have since deleted.

guys who try very hard to indulge in self pity is just so damn bloody sissy.
quit telling me oh your ex gf wants you back. quit telling me how much you miss her.
its so motherfucking gay. tell me, am i supposed to be jealous? am i supposed to be impressed that there's someone out there aching to have you back? am i supposed to be impressed with your loyalty blah blah? crazy. sorryy NO.
im not talking just about a guy here. there are afew who keep coming and keep screaming (well not literally) for sympathy. hello? like.. stop being a gaybastard.

and someone tell me, since when did impressing another person turn into a freakshow? i didnt know that by being the most irritating S.O.B, you'd be able to impress the girl. yeah? with your irritatingness? GOD. which century are you living in? (im still trying to recall which century does permit or allow such lameass behaviour) you were being such a pain in the ass, im wondering if that pimple on your ass developed into a brain tumour. UGH.

sorry i suddenly developed this hate towards the other gender. haha.

oh yeah and please, stop asking me to intro this person intro that person to you. i happen NOT to have a DATING MATCHMAKER sign written on my forehead. thankewverymuch.

but (ok this might get abit too emo)..
he's the one who has never failed to dissapoint me. that bit of hope i still hold for us. that almost non-existant bit of hope i still hold on tightly too. the only person i ever loved and will ever love. oh how funny it is, its been countless months since i last saw/loved you.. but that much memory we shared plays so clearly in my mind everytime i need someone to be there for me. ha i sound so nonsesne so not me but. yeah. pat should know. and yeah pat; i love youu & daph too (:

patricia is a mother fucking bitch. haha but i love her

patty says:
he wont let me come back
the make-up on his shirt says:
why not!
the make-up on his shirt says:
ur mum and ME need u HERE
patty says:
he threathened to kill my mother if i return
patty says:
farah im so scared of him
the make-up on his shirt says:
HE CANT KILL ME. NEH NEH NI POO POO
the make-up on his shirt says:
are u serious?
patty says:
he doesnt even let me talk to my mother
the make-up on his shirt says:
he said that?
patty says:
YES
patty says:
!! =(
the make-up on his shirt says:
omg den howw
patty says:
and he doesnt letme go out n meet people and he always forces me to clean the cat shit, mop and scrub the floor, clean the cats vomit
the make-up on his shirt says:
why is ur dad like that? oh no den how?
patty says:
n my parents arent divorced so its not stated who has custody of which child
the make-up on his shirt says:
does ur mum noe anything abt this?
patty says:
nooooooooo
patty says:
pls tell her!
the make-up on his shirt says:
ok ok i will tell her tomorrow ok?
patty says:
i never told anyone this
the make-up on his shirt says:
its ok nvm u tell me everything u want me to tell ur mum ill call her for u okay?
patty says:
HHAHAHAHAA
patty says:
IM LAUGHING LIKE MAD NOW
the make-up on his shirt says:
IDIOT
the make-up on his shirt says:
ITS NOT FUNNY OKAY!
patty says:
suckerrrrrrrrr
patty says:
!!!
the make-up on his shirt says:
*&#@82&#*@
the make-up on his shirt says:
BITCH
patty says:
hahahahahahhahaa
patty says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
the make-up on his shirt says:
PIGGG
the make-up on his shirt says:
ITS NOT FUNNY OKAY
patty says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAAAAAAA
patty says:
omg im mad laughing
PATRICIA IS A MOTHERFUCKING BITCH says:
IdIOT LAHH!!
PATRICIA IS A MOTHERFUCKING BITCH says:
76576586(7987
patty says:
LOL kill my mother if i reutrn HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
patty says:
i was tryna replicate a modern day cinderella version!
PATRICIA IS A MOTHERFUCKING BITCH says:
its funnny tho
patty says:
J.O.K.E
patty says:
VERY
patty says:
i was laughing like madddddd seriously!
patty says:
esp when u acted so concerned"
patty says:
HAHAHAHAHA
PATRICIA IS A MOTHERFUCKING BITCH says:
idiott laaa
PATRICIA IS A MOTHERFUCKING BITCH says:
i wasnt acting OK!

dionne phua pei li is the sickest girl alive. OMGG

OMGGGGG GROSSFUCKSHITRATDOGMOUSE

she KILLED me with THAT SHIT picture which i initially thought was a rat. HAHAH!

LOL. i was so actioning to be BEYONCE on the phone last night; i killed man. HAHA.
weird; cousin called me so early in the morn to chat. its crazy cos we NEVER talked before. HAHA.
i bought my mum this like really lame thing to hang on the wall and she burst out laughing when she read whats on it. LOLL. & she's going shoe shopping laterrr. I WANT LAHH!!!
& the shoe i bought with mandy; literally killed my poor toes. AHHHH, but its nice. so i shall tahan the pain

every time i see your face my heart smiles
every time it feels so good it hurts sometimes
created in this world to love and to hold
to feel to breathe to love you
ilu*

lang ding dang

HAHAHA. i have the most contradicting friend ever. PEI LI.
& & her toe is equals to my feet. HAHAHHAHHAHAHA!! omggg. lamerrr

was in town, im a happy grrrl ((:

i`ll melt if someone were to ever sing me LET ME LOVE YOU.
(: & yes i`ll w_

so many insane/cruel things going on in my mind

i can do this with that because i know that has this
i can do this with that because im bored and i need a that
i can do this with that because that's so that

HAHA. ok lame. i make no sense; i never do. so CLAP (:

but ultimately i only want this

hehs, so i took a bus down to WISMA; met CHIN HUA for awhile, MANDY camee and we three walked to WHEELOCK then MANGO @LIDO den FAR EAST. He left and the both of us when SHOPPING; ok RETAIL THERAPY is good (: MANDY's the SPOILT GIRL today. she bought so many things can die. HAHA! and we got SHOES! omg; i cant get enough of them la!!!

& & after shopping she accompanied me while i ate at LJS @ FAR EAST and we saw the most turn off thing x789784651564billion. ASSCRACKK!! gross. TAKA-ed she bought ZARA and ...

so we walked to CINE/ROCKYS, bought GUESS WHO's movie tixx slacked at ROCKYS and when to watch the moviee. its sucha nice showw. i criedd! LOLL!! super hilarious & touching. i love (:

after the movie, we walked to TAKA GARDEN; met DP & FRIENDS. blah blahh cabbed home. ROARS.

i get so fucking tired easily now. i can just die. i need VIT.C. & YAY! daph has the same IPOD as i dooo (: i miss you wee wee woman!

this shit is BANANAS
B-A-N-A-N-A-S

ok i got the sudden desperate urge to curse/swear/slap/punch/kick/kill/stab/shoot.
i feel like writting essays.. someone gimme a topic? and ill write an essay for you and you shall grade me. i am that bored, yes.

where is patricia? ive got news for her. ROARS.

i need sleep so go fuck a cat.

i am so motherfucking tired i can just fall and die and dieee NOW. ha

ok wenta meet CHRISTINE at PS; walked around, lunched, slacked. passed ALCUS the stuffs. then we continued slacking. she's so motherfucking funny. HAHA! oh it runs in the family. LOL!

then she left; i walked to CINE; met NORRIS & KRYSTAL. i got so sleepy i almost died. LE`EN & JOHN came to E-GAMES; KRYS & I left for ROCKYS slacked there, CHIN HUA came. KRYS IS SO IDIOTT!! she and CHIN HUA ganged up on me!! HAHAHah! stayed there till 8plus 9?

bus-ed back. horrible bus ride back; was talking to MANDY. helped a blind man around and i feel so good (: God's proud of me (:

am meeting MANDY tomorrow for shoppingg (she's the one shopping); SAYANG for dinner (hopefully) & god knows where after thatt.

oh yeah; ive got the most motherfucking lame mother on Earth. HAHAHAH!

the superwoman has come to my rescue

go with the flo;
im outt


ilu

baby we belong together

yesterday;
met FERA & CHANEL at PAVILION and we had KFC CURRY! for lunchh!! (:
after that we wenta TM; FERA & I became total monkeys, swinging, rolling, laughing all over the place at the rooftop area there. super hilarious. i swear the people there thought we were high on drugs or something, we kept laughing like idiots, swinging, turning, spinning each other round and round. HAHAH! then SHAM came, waited for him to finish his lunch, cabbed to TP.
had CHEERLEADING. MELANIE joined us. during warm-up was the funniest. i was being so damn motherfucking lame; i started doing LAME SHITS eg, rolling on the tracks.
after training, ME, CHANEL & MEL. walked over to SARAH's house and all 4 walked to the COFFEESHOP. ate, talked blah blah & i cabbed home.
talked on the phone till 3plus & i wenta sleepp.

I WANT THE FOX SKIRTT *hint*hint*

gonna meet my cousin later at PS ((:

i got so pissed last night i dont know why. I AM NOT PETTYY!!! hurhurr.
i guess im just very easily irritated etc. LOL.

my body's not aching anymoreee! thanks to my maid. LOL.
PERIOD UGH + ive got cheerleading later. ROARS.

gonna meet up with CHANEL & FERA at PARKWAY laterr. i need to buy my rolls. (:

MUMMMMMMYYY!!! she bully mee! she never buy me sweett!! I DONT WANT TO FRIEND HER ANYMOREEE.

hahha ok so lame. so spas. ahhhhh! i feel cacat. LOL.

baby i love you ; you are my life

new pics uploaded
one last tender moment between us (:

baby i love you; you are my life
my happiest moments weren't complete; if you weren't by my side
you're my relation; in connection to the sun
with you next to me there's no darkness i can't overcome
you are my raindrop; i am the seed
with you and God, who's my sunlight
i bloom and grow so beautifully
baby, i'm so proud; so proud to be your girl
you make the confusion; go all away
from this cold and mixed up world
ILOVEYOU

my whole body's aching. oh noo. caught TEMPTATION ISLAND last night. the show's so sad lahhh!! i cried & josh thinks its a cruel show. HAHA! was woken up by my darling sayang's call. i miss herr (: and im gonna meet her this fridayyy! (:

(FRIDAY); meet SAYANG, pass ALCUS documents, maybe CLUB?, movieee!!;
ok i need to write down what to do etc cos ive got short term memory & ill forget what im supposed to do sooner or later. oh no. i need some medication for like my brain or something lah.

// im excited for poly.. but there're afew down sides of being there. like _. HURR. oh wells, i'll live. im excited for cheerleading though. the same ol faces. ROARS. but i guess its both good and bad right? HUR.

cos i aint no hollaback girlll ; lols chanel's fav.

so today, i went to KEMBANGAN cos FILZA had her ballet exam (: im so proud of my babbyy! (:
after that had lunch at JOO CHIAT then my parents dropped me off at PARKWAY & i met CHANEL. we walked around until FERA came. slacked at MCCAFE & we were like singing like mad fools there ((: saw NIGEL.
left for TP and we had CHEERLEADING (: re-lived COUGARS days and im so happyy ((: need to improve on my scorpion & everything else. lalalala cant wait for training this thursdayy ((:
went back with FERA. oh wells. im happyy. but my whole body's achinggg. ROARS

oh so if WHATEVER isnt showing attitude, i mean what is? OK????
ha. i still wonder why daph still bothers to stand up for you, i pity that girl. she even told me to compromise & let you off. hehs. someday, people will stop giving you chances, someday people will just stop believing in you, someday people will just go away. maybe my someday's are here
& & its getting harder and harder for me esp. to know between the truth & the nots when it comes to you
(:

omg, matthew's msn icons are so super hilarious. OMG haha major laughfest laahh! haha

daphne; yeowZ woman. we havent met for like so damn longgg. i am missing you badlyyy!!! please find some time for me soon before i go to polyy. we'll meet and eat seoul garden (cos your blog made me crave for seoul garden) take care loveee. i miss youu

patricia; hurry come online. i miss you ALORT. what happened to our nightly friendster-bitching sessions? haha! HURRY BACKK (:

you; thankew & love

super stars they know her name

LOVEEEE!

I heard that you were talking shit
And you didn't think that I would hear it
People hear you talking like that, getting everybody fired up
So I'm ready to attack, gonna lead the pack
Gonna get a touchdown, gonna take you out
That's right, put your pom-poms downs, getting everybody fired up
A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just gonna to happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl

A Lot Like Love
Starring: Ashton Kutcher, Amanda Peet

It takes some people years to fall in love at first sight. A LOT LIKE LOVE is a romantic comedy about destiny, connection and the frequently fuzzy line between chance friendships and happily ever after. A LOT LIKE LOVE traces the relationship of Oliver (Ashton Kutcher) and Emily (Amanda Peet) who met on a flight from Los Angeles to New York seven years ago - each of them declaring that they couldn't be more wrong for each other.

& & I MUST GO WATCH THIS SHOW; opens this thursday 21st April. YAYY!

so many nice movies. ahhh!
- a lot like love
- wet dreams
- red eye
- rumour has it
- are we there yet?

hello miss whatever me aka fannison; dont gimme that damn attittude of yours like i owe you some kind of living. i dontt.

play bitch be my guest. (:

my mum's super hilarious; she's afraid that i'll turn LESBIAN. haha cos she saw this group of les at Paragon just now and didnt want me to end up like that. LOL.
& yeah, i shant anger her any further. money issues. HUR.

screw

workedd. people spot. lol super funnyy. hurhur. saw many DOTSlike people. HURHUR. ate dinner; was like so damn bloody BROKE. my friend kept me company while i was eating dinner. LOLL.
while walking back, saw ILI and her whole familyy & saw someone who'll make a someone orgasm. HAHAHHAHAHAHAH!
dark eye rings, red & itchy eyes, super dry skin, bad complexion. OMG im turning into a monster.

i need to charge my ipod but my comp. needs to do its shitfuck virus scan and UGH. macam laychey only. im staying home tomorrow to save money. HURHUR.

iminheavenwithmyboyfriendddd; sweet fantasyy

workedd, bought funkyyy thAngg. ipod ipodd (:

dont funkk with my heartt.

what would it take for you to just sleep with me? haha. on the phone noww.

i shall save money; i am brokeee. lalallaa.
the farah fund LOL. lamerrr.

& & i love the little cow boards they've put up on the empty fields around singapore. my mum suggested last night that we steal one. LOL. i have afew cows just across the road. yummy yummy

Every time I see your face
My heart smiles
Every time it feels so good
It hurts sometimes
Created in this world
To love and to hold
To feel
To breathe
To love you

roars. altered my pants. went out with my dadd.

i need to go to FUNAN. my comp's to infested with viruses. ugh. BIG TITS popups. PENIS ENLARGEMENT popups. i am NOT INTERESTED ah

& & dont funk with my heart (:


ive never been happier & at eased. LOL

baby let me see your body shinee

i feel so puke-y. wenta SUNTEC to meet the ALCUS fella, showed me around. oh wells & i got lost in that stupid place; so huge for whatt! loll! i was at the convention centre and i was supposed to be at TOWER 3. walked like a motherfucking dog. omg man.

after the whole "meeting" wenta SWENSONS and i swear i hate slow service makes my blood boil only lah! haha. had VANILLA WITH SNICKERS BAR ICE CREAM & its the most heavenly thing on earth man. YIPPEE!

wenta window show before going over to BUGIS to meet my mum. we had dinner & wenta around BUGIS VILLAGE looking for my sandals, yeah they do have em but, none with my size. its always like that lah, whenver im prepared with money and all, no size. this is not the first time siah! my miss sixty corsetttt. roarss! please please have more stuffs with my size! esp FOX; i want more Ps!! haha.

after that my mum went shopping for shoes; like those in her 7million cuboards arent enough. then took a cab back, was on the phone as usual. HAHA. got back, showered for awhile, called backk and talked till THE OC ended. ok i did most of the talking. BAHHH. AM I VERY SUAN-able? hurhur.

school's having the RUNNING thingy tomorrow. have fun peoplee! (: && tomorrow, ive decided not to go to KEMBANGAN; i will go to PENINSULAR to alter my pants. my stupid ZARA pants havent even been touched since last year cos why? i bought a size 30. and its too huge. i cant get any dumber, so please clap.

i find beauty in ironical words in contradicting situations. ok im weird

60 days & counting (:

OH THE DOPE. hehs. i am so bored. my eye's so itchy.
today; look for my sandals! + suntec to meet my workplace fella
tomorrow(fri); will try to wake up early to go to KEMBANGAN (lol ive been saying this for like the 8599684785th time)
saturday; workkk
sunday; workk (i think)

&& will be going to the DOLL ME UP BRIDAL FASHION IN MINIATURE showcase this weekend. excitinggg.

i feel so pmsy now. GRR.

hurry up and come and save me says:
u cld try writing a book insulting people i think ud find a publisher in no time. lol
hurry up and come and save me says:
strike it rich and take me to vegas!!

haha yes please, someone, let me write a damn book! HAHA!

friendster's like a super fun place to be in. dissing all those funny looking people
(ok im so mean)
but seriously, there are really some super funny ones.
esp those linked to those ahlians. LOL! funny like hell lah!
nightly bitching/dissing sessions with pat are always fun (:

&& i just realised i always get weird looking clowns who are like GROSS messaging me on friendster. omg, tell me im not pathetic. LOL!

i love my new layout.

found it in blogskins. LOL. kinda fun looking at bloglayouts blah blah..
tomorrow ive gotta head on down to SUNTEC. ROARS. that place's so not me.
&& i need my sandalsss!!

its raining.
thats not the shape of my heart

oh my fucking god. some people are just DUMB and cannot get any DUMBER


i wore a black suit to the funeral home. says:
malay?
diamonds says:
chinese muslim
i wore a black suit to the funeral home. says:
ic..
i wore a black suit to the funeral home. says:
peranakan?
diamonds says:
no im a chinese muslim.
diamonds says:
mother malay father chinese
i wore a black suit to the funeral home. says:
its the smae
diamonds says:
its not
i wore a black suit to the funeral home. says:
then?
diamonds says:
my parents are of PURE races. how can i be a peranakan when they're not? im a CHINESE just that my religion is MUSLIM
i wore a black suit to the funeral home. says:
haha..
i wore a black suit to the funeral home. says:
so u a malay?
i wore a black suit to the funeral home. says:
haha.
i wore a black suit to the funeral home. says:
so well..
i wore a black suit to the funeral home. says:
aint christian?
diamonds says:
i am A CHINESE.
i wore a black suit to the funeral home. says:
pure?
*blocked & deleted*


how can i be a PURE chinese when i just told him that my mum's malay? how can i be a christian when i told him im a MUSLIM? fuck man some people just fucking piss me off. and wth, since when was i a PERANAKAN? i never considered myself a PERANAKAN and im not going to anytime soon. omg so pissing of. stupidpieceofshit. why why, do such people have to exist?

[shitload of random rants.]

im a walking contradiction. im sure you are too.

there're just to much coincidences. maybe im reading too much into it but once, twice is fine but not all the time.
to make things simpler; i simply dislike it.
GOD im totally over but its the face, the atittude that makes me so irritated and annoyed. like its kinda funny how pathetic people do get. seriously and sometimes its tragic.
ive been in a totally bitchy mood of late and i know whos the cause of it. i hate losing, like who doesnt? god. some people seriously are total waste of earth's precious oxygen. pathetically pathetic.
im over thats for sure cosivefoundsoulmate but its the thought of people winning grinning from ear to ear that makes me so agitated. ok not people, it.
im moving, going with the flo.
and then, there's the you issue. god. stop giving me goosebumps, im hairless enough. spare me the egoistical craps alright?
and people make it so damn hard for me to even be friends with certain people. god. do they think they own this world? NO. barriers, boundaries & things related to it should just kissmyass and die.
if only people do pay me to write a book on my bitching escapades, id be a millionaire overnight i swear. so someone pay me to bitch. hurhur.
i sound so full of shit yet bitchy yet not making sense at all but inside me's like this huge mess of uncertainty, anger, hate.
dont question my anger, my hate, my bitchiness. ive got reasons to be as such hell i make no sense im talking in circles, thats sad.
hurhur, people who read this might just think im this pathetic girl who's so pathetic in life that all she does is bitch. well guess what, you're right! and if you think im trying to fish out for sympathetic self-pity, no. i dont indulge in self-pity. and neither am i desperate.

OMG FARAH THE IRONY
i talk shit. hello world.

i need to breathe. too much of you makes me so BITCHY. too much of you no.2 makes me puke.

oh wells, at the end of the day, i know ive got you to lean back on. & pat who's obviously not physically here.

the raging inferno. and thats bad.

sit by my cloud and have some coffee with brains
& please dont be shy, complicate me further
&& no i am not crazy or psychotic. im just twistedly complicated.

i need to sun tan. ROARS

my comp's a motherfuckingslutcuntwhorebitchpussywuss

am having DOPE jap food. home deliveries are gooddd! (:

i love you boo. i love you true

playbitch (:

today, fann & i saw THE SEX2. total major hottie. omggg. he smelled damn good too lah. AHHHHHH.

ok whatever enough. so yeah, i met FANN at NYDC; we had set lunches. and i made that woman "BURN" or something. hahah! made her sit directly at the sun. LOL! saw PAUL too and he joined us for lunchh. super hilarious time talking. (:

after lunch, we separated, FANN & I went to FAR EAST. i was looking for my BIRKENSTOCK looking slippers. unfortunately the ones they have there are like ooogly. gross. hurhur.

fann taught me a new way to save money; make my own skirts. HAHAH! ok so cheapo but really, quite interesting lah huh! since im always so bored; its time i get myself to do something useful. hahaha

bus-ed back and was on the phone with MANDY & am meeting that woman tomorrow to accompany her for her medical checkup in BUGIS roars.

im a happyslutbitchh! (:
oh yeah; THE SEX REPLIEDDD!. oh so totally orgasmic. hahha!

<3hearts thesoulmatee (:

i need to shopp!! ive got the discount thingy from CLEO (: like yipee rightt?
im so thankful to the creators of MSN. LOL. seriously.
oh, pattythepat's being missed dearly by my family. haha
and she claims, the both of us + our mums = one big happy family
actually can also lah! haha my grandma loves her TOO!
awwww, so loveable? HAHA!
sickoCUNT. haha.

i feel very random. i enjoy feeding pigs -grins like a motherfuckingcow- i am a desperate motherfucking pimp. HAHA ok ignore farah chew.

almost had you.
almost loved you.

(:

almost is the closest i can get to

i found the ultimate bitch; PATRICIA PETRAT.
fuck that bitch makes me laugh like a motherfuckingdog all the time

esp with her "FOUND ITEMS" in friendster. omggg.
hahaha fuck man, that bitch's crazy but i still love her so. HAhah!! seriously, patricia has more shit than i do. HAHA

can't start giving you up, im mad about you. says:
picture hot what. he burn the picture isit? lol


mysoulmateinYOU LOVE

I want you to be happy
Though I know it is with her
So I'll just keep on smiling
With the memories of what we were

I'll remember the times I had you
When you were only mine
One day I know it will get easier
But things like this take time

I know that I have to be strong
And for my sake I swear I will
But moving on and letting you go
Does not mean Ill not love you still

I know that we will never be
Everything that we once were
But my tears are slowly drying
From the state of my tainted tear blur

I will always remember what you promised me
Even though that promise will never be true
But promises are always breaking
I guess thats what their there to do

Im slowly getting better
And right now no tears are starting to fall
Im going to do my best to get over you
And Im going to give it my all

Ill keep the promise I told you
Well Ill try my very best
Ill get rid of the love I once had for you
Or Ill put my love to rest

Ill pick up the pieces of my heart
And put them back together
Ill forget the promises you made to me
Even the one about forever

Im going to listen to what people say
And take their helpful advice
Someday I will be happy again
And fully move on with my life

I know I will always love you
Even though youll probably never feel the same
But in my heart forever
Will be the remainder of your name

Im sorry for everything I caused you
And for going along with that lie
But please can we just stay friends
Cause I dont want to permanently say good-bye

Well Im picking up my heart now
And making it whole again
Its time for me to move on
Instead of dwelling in the pain

Im going to keep on walking now
And only turn around if you pull me back
Ill walk into the sunset
And get my life back on track

The memories of us Ill keep forever
Even though their done and gone
But this is just the beginning of my story
About a girl whos moving on

sex worthy


today is rest/sleep dayy (:

if you`re ready daddy, hit the lights let me know what you can do
cause i`m gonna show you all about
baby, ain`t no doubt - take me to the top- don`t stop
if you`re ready daddy come tonight - let me see your body shine
cause you`re hot enough to do me right
baby, ain`t no doubt - take me to the top- don`t stop

please forgive me if i do.. ILOVE

i`m not that kinda girl to let you play me out (:

somany million nice orgasmic songs. oh! pat found a super orgasmic male. hahahhaha! fucking highly sexyfied. HURRR

editted// haha! i feel like the ultimate (insertwordhere) HAHAHA! ohmygod la! hahahhaa. pat and i have been going crazy for the past hour or so. HAHAHA so damn fun! haha. man, she should know what im talking about. hehX. sexcretsexcret ah

lovee! (:

wento LIDO and met "DADD". haha! DADD told me about this woman falling at the staircase shit and her head was mad bleeding, SUPER SICK. yuckkks! we slacked at caught the SPORE's NO.1 BEYONCE FAN SEARCH thingy. super funny & entertaining & lame. hahah! some were really good, some were just being total waste of the Earth's precious oxygen. TURN OFF like hell. eeeewwww!

FERA & CHING came to meet me then CHING left for dono where, left DADD.. FERA & I cabbed to BOAT QUAY ((:

im sucha dork. haha but i had fun (: im excited!! lalalala.

after the thingy, i almost found myself a sugardaddy. HAHAH! some mat offered to buy me drinks and everything into QUEENS but which idiot'd go clubbing at 9. hahaha and i couldnt bastard FERA (and she happily walked so infront leaving me alone). ate at MACS, train-ed down to SOMERSET; walked to PARAGON.

met CLARA CHAI CHAI CHAI CHAI CHAI and her friends. bummed outside paragon. hahhaa. then i took a bus back. im so duper tiredd. but im happy.

maybeishouldplay_. HAHAH

hello fuckass.

you: i found my soulmate in you (:

another you: im keeping a distance away from you

im so damn bloody sleepy omg lah. talked to pat online till like 3plus and its so damn early now but i gotta go to the bank soon and meet up with FERA to head on down to TP again and after that, HOME TO SLEEP. i need sleep man, esp for tomorrow (:

i want you and your beautiful soul (:

10 REALLY RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME
01. im boring
02. i enjoy writing essays
03. i hate cats, cats, cats and more cats
04. i like the smell of rain
05. i cant cook
06. im allergic to seafood. yes yes
07. i dont really like chocolate, i prefer vanilla
08. i must have tissues with me everywhere i go
09. i sneeze in a very weird way?
10. im not expressive

9 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART
01. be the sweetest hopeless romantic person that you are
02. write me poems
03. NEVER use the terms, baby, dear, darling, sweetheart whatsoever to me
04. be nice
05. always be ready to meet me anytime anywhere
06. be cute
07. flatter me like some idiot! HAHA!
08. call me before you sleep or when you wake up or whatsoever, just call me damnit
09. love me for me, cliche but who cares.

8 THINGS I CARRY/WEAR EVERYDAY
01. bra
02. panty
03. wallet
04. handphone
05. hair clip
06. a smile
07. TISSUES!!!
08. lipgloss

7 THINGS THAT ANNOY ME
01. animals
02. people with puntuality issues
03. period
04. too over emotional people
05. irritants
06. being broke
07. hairy people
08. certain people

6 PLACES I'VE VISITED OR INTEND TO
01. bangkok
02. aust.
03. bangkok
04. germany to visit pat
05. hawaii
06. bangkok

5 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
01. have more sex
02. spend alot of time with my parents
03. club like a mad dog
04. earn millions
05. have more sex and never get pregnant. HAHAH! ok so nonsense

4 THINGS I'M AFRAID OF
01. cats
02. God
03. hum sup los
04. rejection

3 THINGS I DO EVERYDAY
01. talk rubbish
02. talk to that friend
03. eat

2 THINGS I'M TRYING NOT TO DO NOW
01. spend money
02. fall asleep

1 PERSON I WANT TO SEE NOW
01. YOU

ive got a very fun loving and funky bitching partner hahah!


oh man, i need to really PUNCH some people. HAHAH!

like what the hell is your fucking problem miss oh so great? kiss my fucking ass man, stop thinking youre so god damn mighty when youre so fucking not. well im sorry im not as oh so drop dead (insert word here) like you. forgive me miss. but ive had enough of you. maybe im overreacting but who gives a fuck. BYE.

some people are just so major pissing off. BLEAHS* whatever -rolls eyes-

caught the PACIFIER today. met up with FERA, SHAMEER & my darling cousin. oh whatever. NYDC-ed and im so fucking pissed now. good night.

chanel linked me to the SQUIDS CLUB'S HOMEPAGE and i almost died of laughter man! why so funnyy!! oh those were the days where farah's the retarded prawn and everyone else's the crazy squids. HAHAH! so funny! esp. fragments of life, a reunion of fragments of life would be totally nice. HAHA! super hilarious. && very very kinky

deep in the dark you surrender your heart

all i need in this life of sin is me & my girlfriend (:

caught BE COOL with MANDY just now. funny show. was freezing in the cinema man! hehs. i had fun today, mad raining. oh wells.


new pics uploaded (:

i'm falling even more in love with you

circumstances makes it hard for people to even be just friends

im uber bad at multi-tasking im sorry.

so today, wenta meet FERA & CHANEL at BUGIS. we rolled at starbucks before walking around THE EDGE. and at the spur of the moment we decided to watch a movie and we caught THE WEDDING DATE which is so god damn nice! i wanna watch it again!!! ((:

after the movie we wenta TAKA; met NORRIS then the MAT TAPPERED (Le`En) we sat at the Taka outside there for so god damn long. JOANNE came and left after some time. Fera & Chanel left for LIDO and i stayed with the guys ((:

walked towards CINE with them, Le`En left for home, Norris for Jurong and i headed to HEEREN before taking a bus back.

i'm falling even more in love with you letting go of all i've held onto i'm standing here until you make me move i'm hanging by a moment here with you

move your body like a snake ma

im supposed to go out but im uber lazy. but i think i will still go out cos i need my rolls. rahhs. look at you like i fucked you =

my stupid stomach wanna be how painful lahhh. rahhhs!

i wanna go chase after cabs with LA, agnes, kane & paul again. super funny lah they all. ahha.

my scandal grins.

hopefully ill be clubbing this friday. RAHHSSS

ikindamissyou

agnes's so funny!! HAHA
"daddyy dadddyy!! there is a moth in my room!! help me dad im scaredd!!"
"...i go hide in the toilet"
"..OH NO OH NO!! kill the thing daddd!!"

HAHAHHA!

patricia;

go shorrrty its yer birthday; we're gonna party like its yer birthday.

you know i love you more than anything else (i think) and happy birthday bitch!

i hope you did like that super lame card i sent you via email. HAHA! and the other funny things that came with it shhhs its our little secret okay? -winks-

i miss you so fucking badly. now that youre 17, its gonna be my turn next to be 17 and where are you bitch? youre not here with me on your birthday!! and you wont be here for mine! rahhs!

thankew for those wonderful memories we've shared
i love you. have fun. and i love you. yeah and i love you too. and yeah i wanna tell you i love you. so
i love you yeah? HAHA ok so lame.

more pictures will be sent to you soon. HAPPY LAUGHING! HAHAHHA!
make love like those animals in the jungle yeah? HAHA. HARROO

you dont know how much you mean to me (:

wenta RAFFLES HOSP early in the morn to get my medical checkup =\ did the usual stuffs; thank god no blood test grins.

after the checkup took a train down to BEDOK to meet FERA & CHANEL. we were rollingg (code word) haha! they went for their medical checkup at SATA.

after all those craps, we wenta SIGLAP; slacked at STARBUCKS, had KFC which's like dope. lolls. ELIE came and soon came WAYNE & MARCUS. we were mad laughing at almost alot of things. super hilarious. its fun catching up with people you havent been talking with for almost 2yrs. rahhs.

saw my darling sayang, simone at SIGLAP MACS giving tuition? lolls. cabbed back with fera.

tomorrow am gonna meet up with chanel & fera again! shoppingg!! and i need the rolling

happy birthday patricia! (:

ILOVEEEE;

You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Boy, I'm gon' hold you down

talking to you brings back many wonderful memories
we had our first everythings together, the only person i gave almost my all too.
i still remember how my dad scolded you because he found out something people arent supposed to know
i still remember the tickly feeling ill get when i meet you
i still remember how people would say how lucky i am to have you

i still playback those wonderful memories we shared. oh the wonders of memories (:

we are in love;
havent you heard?
how we rock each other's worldddd

some people are just that loser-ish. omgg. HAHA! makes me wanna laugh till my toes come off.
pathetically pathetic. thats mother sad.

oh; happy birthday to my love pat in advance. your card's on its way. currently in Bombay.

new pics uploaded. (:

im scaredd
medical checkup tomorrow and what if got blood test?.
the nicotine in my blood!!! oh no oh no!

chanel told me, (from what she heard) that if nicotine's found, gotta go conselling and all those shit and like parents will be informed blah blah blah. i dont wanttt.

remove the nicotine man! i tink ill drink 598748866 cups green tea or some detox shit hahah!

you;
yes i would have _ you if you didnt have any strings attached either (:

BITCHay

the orgasmm (:


work was dots. fugly shit touched my falala and all. ohh myy goddd lahh. rahhhs.

after work wenta TOWN met friends and we left for the partyy ((:
took pics here there and agri looked so nice lah! love her dress.
daph & box left so me, Le`En, L.A and some other people walked to MS. rahhs. we wanted to club but L.A bastard lah! haha and i was super duperly sleepy so mr mat tappered & i left in a cab ((:

i am so sleepppyyy!

hookchew

thats right baby im going crazyy

(:

ive been a happy girl latelyy ((:

last night, F-sqaured became total bitches and we attacked daph & josh & simone hahahhaha! happy april fools lovee

been mad shopping lately and today; i got myself a MISS SIXTY top (:
bought it at a mall in JB, i swear the stuffs there are cheap, even MANGO but i didnt get any of their stuffs dont i dont really fancy this season's clothes =
i love MISS SIXTY yes? haha. and i cant wait to wear my black corsett! (: maybe tomorrow?

bought more chapalak looking pants haha! i dont know whats with me and those bottoms. lolls. and on the way back, the cab driver looked like he was like falling asleep kind and my mum got super freaked out. lolls

oh yes, Lunch-ed at PAN PACIFIC instead because my mum doesnt know how to get to HOLIDAY INN. crazy action hero only. haha. so fun lah the hotel but i was dressed like a beggar (nothing new) and like i felt so unglam (nothing new..again)

received the lameass shit TP enrolment package. omg lah, want to be how lame. must go for medical checkup lah this that this that. CRAZY and omgg, blood test? i will cry like a fucking cow lahhh!! OH NOOOO.

work tomorrow. im tired. where's the loveee?? hehs.