Sunday, July 31, 2005

It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing

The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
Try as they may
They can never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine

You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

iheartyou
all day long i hear people talking out loud
but when you hold me near, you drown the crowd

try as they may, they can never define
whats been said between your heart & mine


its nice to know i have people around
to constantly pick me up and cheer me up
when everything around me's failing.

and for that,
iloveyou

// pat&daph
last night's bitching session rocked
waddaslut

// pat
come back frm germz soon
and thanks for the constant bulllshits. HAHA.
loves :)
oh remember, AGNES? the ugliest name EVER? haha.

// & daph
study hard babeh. we'll meet up soon once youre done with everything okays.
loveyou ! miss you plenty
you're all that i want in a man
babyi loveyou :))

thanks for making everything feel so perfect.
ilovelovelove youu! :))

so the day started off with
me meeting nehneh, jane and ingrid at forever21.
mark came later.
got nehneh a top she's been eyeing for quite sometime :))
and nehneh had to walk around with a poster and many balloons and the poster reads
""TODAY's MY BIRTHDAY. COME WISH ME!" and afew people did hahha!

the walk to all the places today was totally kickass.
after that we wenta paragon, milfing spree at toys'r'us
then dined at nydc.
so freaking funny! my gorDz. ingrid and her stomachaches
and jane and her water spilling all over the place. haha
and nehneh was like getting tricked and stuff cos we all acted damn suspicious around her
muakakaka.

walked around, went to cine.
then to lido to slack.
saw matt the dadd! :))
and we kept jack-assing. super funny
COCKROACHHH!
we slacked at mcafe for quite long.
and we were like having our own fun.
playing with bubbles my gorDz ingrid sucks lah!
haha and
shooting ice war.

the bubbles part was super fun. hahahah!
we used our palms too! haha.
then erin and her friend came
then we hadd..
NEHNEH's BDAY SURPRISE "PARTY" at lido gardens!
dan and kol and raza were there.
did the usual party stuffs. the cake was yummy
everything went well. GOOOODZ :)
and we had a very nice view of the fireworks.
kol deprived me of daniel for the whole day. RAHHHS.
played a round of hideandseek in which raza disappeared for fucking long and we thought he fell off the building. haha

after lido, went to meridien.
pool-ed and my gordZ the cue's as tall as i am!
then cabbed back with daniel, jane and ingrid.

iloveyouplenty baby
will try to put up pics soon.

Saturday, July 30, 2005

i dont need promises of anything if even the simplest thing,
you cant even provide me for.

i dont need bullshit from you or anyone else.
enough is enough from the bullshit ive been getting.
seriously, fuck you.

everything's been so so wrong.
all i need now is someone to make things right for me
tell me that things are gonna be alright.

2fucking yrs ago, you made this family die.
and now, its gonna happen again.
i fucking hate you.
i fucking HATE YOU.

and i dont need you to make things any worst.
where is the person i used to cry to everynight?
where is the person who knows me inside out?

rotinhellyoumotherfuckers.

Thursday, July 28, 2005

hurhur.
excitedness for gotham!
kelvin'll be having his bday there which means more people buying tix from me!
hahahhahaha.
:))

day didnt start of too well. got my mc.
i have throat infection and i was being sucha nooobie at the poly
muakakaka.

towned. daniel, neheneh & kolin
got free mac.nut ice-cream from peizhi! haha
got tops from forever21 & john little :))
dinner-ed at nydc again.
nehneh'll be getting her tattoo done tomorrow!
im broke. I NEED MONEHH
cabbed back :)

oh nehneh and i found a new song to perform to!
BEAUTIFUL by xtina! muahhaaha!
nasty moves yeah?

love:D
ive been eating like ive not eaten for the past 17years.

food makes me happy
ok they dont.
they make me chubbier.

rahhs.
chubz ver. 4.8.1

i wanna eat macs, prata, chicken rice & manymany more foood.
haha. depression? CRAZY.
ok maybe? i dont know. ok what am i talking about.
my god so mad.

oh crap. why do i keep thinking...?


★ left with alibis and lying eyes says:
youre eating like youve been resurrected from the dead and you want to try all the good shit!

the confusion of everything that was. the confusion of whatever that is here.
still the person . we'll be fine. soon.
dont ask

broken this fragile thing now
and I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
and I've thrown my words all around
but I can't, I can't give you a reason

i feel so broken up
and I give up
i just want to tell you so you know

here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
you are my only one
i let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
you are my only, my only one

made my mistakes, let you down
and I can't, I can't hold on for too long
ran my whole life in the ground
and I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

and something's breaking up
i feel like giving up
i won't walk out until you know

here I go...so dishonestly leave a note for you my only one
and I know...you can see right through me
so let me go...and you will find some one

here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
you are my only one
i let go, there's just no one...no one like you
you are my only my only one
my only one
you are my only my only one
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so totally BOOBASS says: haha

so totally BOOBASS says: HAHHA stop it

so totally BOOBASS says: its very tormenting

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so totally BOOBASS says: dont the cat looks satanic

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patricia says: haha okay la.

so totally BOOBASS says: hhahaha

so totally BOOBASS says: its scaring me bad lah!

haha. crazy girl :)
yay i editted the prev. layout.

i think this is nicer.
you better say its nicer i dont care.
hahah

i need to pee
and yes, im lazy again

daniel's in school now.
i miss him.
rahhs. my nose's all runny now.

iloveyou

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

i feel like a whoreress whore now.
bloody fever and runny nose and phlegmy throat.
my gordz.

had DrFun and sharon did something a lecturer wouldnt normally do.
haha.
parents fetched me from school
went to visit my guardian's mother-in-law at CGH.
had char siew rice :))

and im feeling fucked.
go away runny nose go away.

inspire me from the heart,
can nothing tear us apart
you're all that i want in a man
i put my life in your hands
its really confusing.
im confused.

smoking is not encouraged in my religion
but you see religious people smoking.
but you see religious people smoking outside the mosque

drinking is a sin
but half the bartending population are malays/muslims

plucking of eyebrows is a sin
but religious teachers do them
but people in tudungs do them

getting inked is a huge issue
ive always said i wanted to do it but ive only come to realise that
religion is holding me back.
may not be the most religious person alive or even near religious
but getting inked is a huge issue man.

piercing is alright
beacuse at least i know i can take em out.

but. how?
i really really really x54789798797
want to get inked.

but if i ink arabic words,
will that still be considered a sin?

haha
i really want to get inkeddd.
like ive said this so many times before.
argh.
but i dont wanna go to hell. how lah

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

i thought daniel died.
as in really died. cos he didnt ans any of my calls or reply to any of my msges this morn.
hahah!

went for bapho.
then towned aft that.
with nehneh and kolin. daniel came later.
we went to alive first.
i semi-touched the cat! HAHAH!
igot myself a guess watch. i like i like!
had nydc for dinner with my baby.
oh we took neos too! ilovee :))
waited like a motherfucking dog for 65
then we decided to cab home.
dropped me off and yeahs.


seriously i dont see the point of me being home or not.
either way, i get nagged at all the time.
motherfuckers.
i hate slow cab-drivers. motherfuckers.
i had to pay EXTRA for this stupid fucker driver who
1) drove so damn motherfucking slowww
2) brought me to the wrong place
blardeee hell!

collected my pixx then took a cab back down to school
haha. he made me smile like a motherfucking idiot i swear.
thanks for the roses baby :))
he brought me roses and got kolin to deliver em to me.
shoo sweet larhs! :))
had CreTh then slacked around in the lounge till late.
vanehneh, joyce, dan and i ordered pizza. yummyy :))
then we headed to the darkroom till almost midnight
lovely pics :)) i love!


we'll walk in the park together everyday :)
iloveyou :))

new pix uploaded :))

Sunday, July 24, 2005

i'm overwhelmed with gratitude
my baby i'm so thankful i found you
so yesterday.
i cabbed down to beach road got my pics developed
then walked over to the new national library to meet paul
the place was so fucking packed and bleahs, we headed down to chijmes instead
he was planning to study but we ended up talking, playing many rounds of dai-dee and eating.
haha!
after slacking for very long, i walked him to the bus stop and i headed to raffles shopping centre
was looking for guess? watches. i want the golden/white ones but its like so huge and chunky.
makes the chubby look chubbier!
hehs. met raza & erin and we walked to chijmes and played dai-dee
haha. then waited for people/customers to come.
daniel looked so damn good :))
the party started. it was goood minus the crowdedness.
saw many people; those i havent seen in very very long like
kane, lynette, chanel etc :))
cant wait for the next parttyy! :))


left even before the party ended, around 145-2.
cabbed back with my baby
we stayed downstairs for quite some time
iloveyouuu!
thanks for last nightlove.
and before i went to sleep i stupidly
entered some stupid pin code to my phone and
it got blocked till this morn.
i cant get any dumber. farah is great! HAHA



you're the one my heart beats for
iloveyou

Saturday, July 23, 2005

so i cabbed down to PENINSULAR
bought the photog stuffs, costed me like 90+bucks
total heartpain =hahaha.
after that cabbed down to ALIVE; met KOLIN & NEHNEH
KOLIN did his tattoo, took motherfucking long man!
and the place got cats! hahaha my god!
my darling boy came super late;
shit scared of sunlight =D
after which, MARK & JANE came.
and since KOLIN took damn long to finish his tattoo
MARK, JANE, DANIEL & I went to TOYSRUS.
went on a milfing spree? and played around like monkeys
super fun larhs! haha.
then all of us went to SECRETS RECIPE;
got myself OREO CHEESECAKE then we all took a cab down to LAGOON
had STINGRAY, KANGKONG, BBQ CHICKENS, SATAYS
:)) then we sat at the breakwaters and played with bubbles and talked crap

when home in a cab with my baby :))
iloveyou

Friday, July 22, 2005

daniel drives me crazy
lovelove :))


silly boy's the now, pangsai boiboi.
hahahs.


met him at tampines, had lunch
he did his creTh work and haha, shit happens =p
after that went to school, lazed around
and i,we skipped marketing again! muakakaka.
slacked at the already non-existant lounge
and we had a mini-clubbing session, daniel, rei & i
hahha.
after they left, daniel and i went to the darkroom
waited for him to process his films and i took a cab back.


colours tomorrow and my work's at his house.
im gg to do my work now or at least i'll try.
tomorrow; school - peninsular to get photo stuffs - maybe there or watch him play soccer at sp - dinner with the love! :))

lifestyle on saturday. they better not bastard me man! HAHHA!

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

seriously, im already 17 yrs old.
fucking stop treating me like a motherfucking 2yr bastard child you shitasses.

you fucking care too much about what you want to even care about what i fucking want.
i dont want you to do what you did to me 3yrs ago. it was fucking torture.
you fucking assholes.
fucking burn in hell motherfuckers.

i fucking want my own life.
im in a fucking new environment now and i want to have the much wanted freedom i fucking wanted to meet new people and build new bonds.
fucking stop limiting me to every fucking single shit.

fucking burn in hell you motherfuckers
you are fucking not my parents.
SUCKERS.

FUCK YOU SLUTS

everything has been so draining.
im so so so so so tired.
whatever rolls eyes.
she will be out of spore this fridayy till sunday
and gave me 100bucks.
im so super duperly broke.

SIGHS
imiss daniel already.

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

new pictures uploaded
you WHORE.

shit ass pix quality tho.



ive nvr multitasked that much things in my entire life before.
collected the fucking pictures
it costed me more than 99bucks to develop e fucking pics.
rahhs.

did the funny rendition of bardot with nehneh
super funny and cacat.

rei drew the olive on me. M@#&(@#*@

i miss daphne.

hopefully will be able to meet mandy this thurs!

the ultimate bitch mode right now.
ill just fucking shoot any fucking asshole who tries to be funny with me now.

ive got tons and tons of work to do.
whatever rolls eyes.
nobody said this was going to be easy.

school's back.
stayed in school till super late to develop the fucking films.
my fucking comp got reformatted again. fuckerr.

in a total state of blankness, blurrness and anything but positive.
i think i might be going crazy.
sometimes i ask myself too many questions.
and will always be left with doubts after doubts.
i think im going insane.
dont ask.

saw joyce's pink phone today and its the same one pat used to have.
i miss you so damn motherfucking much.

lifestyle bash's this saturday.
im excited for it yet i dont know, i dont know.

i just realised ive been "i dont know"-ing alot lately.
i really dont know why i dont know.


some people say love is suicide.
it might just be it.

Sunday, July 17, 2005

i need songs. my fucking comp's a whoreless virgin.
ok what only
this is mother cool larhs.
try it out.

http://www.crush007.com/love.cgi?id=1121577398pmd

Saturday, July 16, 2005

i just got back from bintan
trip eventho not filled with activities was fun :)


we didnt do much, we just slacked around and stuff.
its like the sinful trip; i swear.
from milfing stuffs from pasar oleholeh to stealing a buggy.
boo&marisa got tricked many times and it was super funny
esp the room service thingy


and the pasar oleholeh is super BLEAH.
filled with cats.
on the first night, i actually jumped onto our dining table
when the fucking cat came.
the second night, i was FUCK FUCK FUCK when the cat was near and
i ran to the "minimart" to seek refuge.
UGH. hate them like so fucking much.
burn motherfuckers burn. muhahahaha


went tanning and we killed a jellyfish.
so captain planet; saving people from jellyfish stings. HAhA!


ciggs there are like so motherfucking cheap.
hahahhaa. we smoked till our lungs turn blarcckk


i miss daniel already.
rahhhs.
hahas,
and while most girls worry about their bfs checking girls out
i have to worry abt him checking out males.
HAHAHHAHAHA ok.
seancody.com
meows.

now my comp's a total virgin.
i reformated the whole shit and its so bare and naked.
haharhs.


iloveyou

Monday, July 11, 2005

fuck man

people keep saying i look like her
MY GOD.
some people just wanna be how insulting larhs.
if she's like some cameron diaz or angelina jolie can larhs
but my god, HER?
HAHAHHA. suckmydickbitch. oh wait WHAT DICK?


daniel came out with a very powerful way to
not look like her..

tie my hair up.
like WTH! she's the one who wanna look like me ask her shave her head lah!
i gotta go the exta mile to avoid looking like her.
okay whatever, anything but a HER.


ok i feel so mean
but really, i dont like looking like someone else

ok im just rambling because
1) im bored
2) im bored
3) im bored
and yeah, im bored.




ok did i mention that IM BORED?


ehs i need to tan larhs
and lose like 978979878976479 kg of fats
and like grow 159798797897864 more cms lah.


until the day you stop striving for perfection, you might as well be dead

please fucking buy LIFESTYLE BASH TIX from me.



$16- female
$18- male


i was listening to a certain song just now on the way to school.
it got me all nostalgic and stuff. its funny how everysingle damn word in that fucking song can hit me like an atomic bomb. now dont ask me whats the song about and who its about. it shall and will remain for farah chew.


i need to rant. i need to shop. i need to tan. i need to get a life. HAHAHHA!


i need to buy a diary. i feel like getting back a livejournal only for farah chew to read.


whatever im so no life.

adrian! i do not look like her! HAHA
so today i went to school for creth meeting
motherfucking waste of time.
rahhs.
i was cursing and swearing under my breath.


then took a bus down to tm, met my darling boy :))
we had BK then took a train down to aljunied.
met chai, justin & gracia and they wenta jam
quite entertaining to see em jam. hahaha
and the chineseman song was so freaking hilarious


after their jamming session wenta have prata
next door. yummy !
took a very long time to decide where to go
so yepp, i ended up at his place.
was there for awhile only
then he walked me to the bus-stop.


iloveyouu! :))


tomorrow; im gg to school to collect the tix for our trip
then on weds, im gg to meet my darling girl mandy for a shopping trip & collect my passport.
and thursday, ill be off to bintan with my loves !

Sunday, July 10, 2005

go on and close the curtains
cause all we need is candlelight
you and me and a bottle of wine
going to hold you tonight


well we know i'm going away
and how i wish...wish it weren't so
so take this wine and drink with me
let's delay our misery


save tonight
and fight the break of dawn
come tomorrow
tomorrow i'll be gone


there's a log on the fire
and it burns like me for you
tomorrow comes with one desire
to take me away...it's true
it ain't easy to say goodbye
darling please don't start to cry
'cause girl you know i've got to go
lord i wish it wasn't so


save tonight
and fight the break of dawn
come tomorrow
tomorrow i'll be gone


tomorrow comes to take me away
i wish that i....that i could stay
girl you know i've got to go
lord i wish it wasn't so


save tonight
and fight the break of dawn
come tomorrow
tomorrow i'll be gone
today's been totally goood :))

started of with me meeting daniel, marisa & boo in school
and we booked tix for our trip to bintan!
so exciting. i cant wait to go there with my babehh :))

after that, daniel and i wenta tm.
we had sushi for lunch.
ate till i almost couldnt move;
thanks for lunch love :))

after that wenta popular and spent more moneh
on unnecessary stuffs.
we slacked at starbucks and he waited for my 8 to come.
took a super long journey on the bus down to toa payoh for my cousin's bday.
he was on the phone with me throughout so it was all goood :))

was at the party for afew hours, cabbed back
then got changed took a bus down to tampines to meet daniel
i did something super malu-ating while on the bus larhs! hahaha =waited for him, bought jane an elmo toy & 18lollipops for her 18th bday pressie
took a cab down to tanah merah for her bday celebration.
when we got there it was like over but haha, they were entertaining us with their
ice-skating stuffs while cleaning the place. quite funneh.

after that, me, daniel, tim & xy walked all over bedok and sent xy home.
hahhaa super mother tiring larhs my legs almost died
and omg, imm like so strong! can carry daniel larhs! HHHA ok rolls eyes.
was at her house downstairs for sometime and we decided to go to my house instead cos
i needed to be back.
so the 3 of us took a cab down to my house and ya they came up.
waited for tim's dad to come to pick the 2 guys up
and yeahs they just left.

i missyou already.
thanks for everything babeh :))iloveyoouu

Saturday, July 09, 2005

oh,
this is a bit late but

happy birthday adrian!
sorry couldnt make it for your birthday thingy at indochine tonight.
hope you did have fun
and we'll meet up soon (eventho ive only met you once)
my dance partner. HAHA

lovelove.

Friday, July 08, 2005

so had colours today.
nancy was trying to be funny. haha!

class ended early,
bradley was being a total dork man! haha
super hilarious!
aunty more veggie. hahas!

took a short nap in the lounge
while waiting for daniel to finish his manly gymsession with kimdick.

after that the both of us wenta
safra.
then took cab; sent him home
went to my mum's office to collect my atm card
then to immigration's place in lavender.

renewed my passport then
cabbed down to heeren to meet
zach.
collected lifestyle bash tix
people people! pls buy tix from me!
$16 for female & $18 for male
then walked around.
bought myself a zara dresslike top.
saw scully, kim and zac there too and
scully got the same thing as me larhs! hahaha

then wenta topman/topshop
saw joanne issac! muahaha
got myself undies = then
i walked to heeren.
got afew accesories then bus-ed back

and the whole time i was on the phone with
daniel aj carter.
i miss him larhs! meows.
i was being a total moodybitch earlier; rahhs!

and and and tomorrow;
im going to school to book tix for our trip to bintan!
im like so how excited larhs!
me, daniel, marisa, boo, tim & xy.
wooots :)

my father's being a motherfucking whore.
fucking sluttt. rahhs!!!!! he's like DUHHH-er out to make my life miserable.
my mum's like his accomplice lah.
both of them.. OUT TO MAKE MY LIFE SHIT.
ugh *throws shit*

i love daniel aj carter li




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HAhA i talk too much?
hahaha ok whatever.

hellos im cHioNgsTer87.
haha so many funny people in school.
i cannot stand itt! HAHA

Thursday, July 07, 2005

so wenta school early,
had jap food with kimdick & my dear boy :)

had the lecture on our sub. comb
then went for mkdes.
it was like superduperly boring larhs.

after that wenta macs with him,
walked to the 22bus-stop and yepp bus-ed back.

i miss daniel aj carter.

rahhs!
my bruises are like so painful!
&& hopefully id be able to renew my passport asap
i wanna go to bintan with himm!

so dumb only not near blonde.

so manythings to do/buy
so little time.
finally next week's the term break.
rahhhs!
i wanna get wedges!
i wanna get more of those pointy flats!
i want a guess watch; stupid dior's GONE.
i want a new school bag!

i wanna go on a holiday; bintan with daniel!
i want to shop!
i need to shop!
i want a massage.

i want to club; maybe this friday (adrian's birthday)

i want you with me neow.
i want to eat; i bet you're going to bet

i want so many things OMGZ.

i NEED to shop.
oh; im so becoming a fox loyal customer larhs!
hahaha.
lovelove.

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

FUNNIEST THING TODAY!!

i came tumbling down! HAHAH!
fucking funny.
JACKASS STUNT like totally man!
they were watching JACKASS,
i was like "eh whats thatt..??"
put legs up the table
BANNG! the broken table gave way
and i fell FLAT on the ground
FUCKING FUNNY!
i almost died of laughter lah!
hahahah
and sean was like
i heard the bang sound and i could see farah's legs up
HAHHAH!

fucking funny i cant stand it. loll
had a mini bitching session with sharon (she's my lect by e way)
tm-ed after school.
dined at carona second night in e row with vananeh
this time joyce joined us.

holiday's coming soon!

oh im gg to be the
jackass female crew in tp.
HAHAHA so cool lah
my niche area; falling on table tops.
HAHAHHAHAHHAA.

im so badly bruised. omgZ.

ilovedaniel
oh did i mention
yesterday in school

rei, sean, daniel and i
sat on those rollable chairs in the studio
formed a "train"
and went around in a line

its like a new game rei invented lah!
haha cos we wanted to SCANDAL justin
then we ended up playing.
haha damn funny
i wanna play again.

shit i got runny nose.
i want to eatttttt!

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

.

rahhhs!

im bored.
wenta tm at night with vanessa.
saw tim, xy, marisa & boo there.
fox-ed.
bus-ed back.

im like so freaking tired larhs.
a2 portrait drawing by tomorrow.
visco by tomorrow.

oh fuckit.

friendster's horoscope thingy;

The Bottom Line
Don't spend too much money. Or go shopping at all. You already have great clothes.

In Detail
You're ordinarily far more fond of moving around than of sitting still, no matter what the situation. In fact, even when you're ill, you're not good at convalescing. So now, when you're suddenly hit with the urge to not just sit still, but to stay home and snuggle up, certain loved ones may stop by for a variety of reasons -- basically to touch your forehead and make sure you're not running a mind-altering fever. Lay their fears to rest.

HAHAHS.
happy
birthday
raza!
:)

Monday, July 04, 2005

i was looking at last year's school journal.
i cant believe how _ i was over _.

OMGZ.
hahahs!
and i wrote to myself;
you'll be my goal.
and guess what my goal did come true.
hahah!

ok thats so what happened last time.
hahahhs. ok random.
omgZ. the journal brings back manymany memories. haha
pat i miss you!
&& you should know my her-vandalisms in the book right!? haha


i miss matthew
i miss daphne
i miss patricia
i miss mandy
i miss kane
i miss paul
i miss norris
i miss alot of people.

iloveyou


and seriously

FUCK YOU


fugly
so CreTh got cancelled.
waited for the sex to finish class.
slacked at the studio.
talked to raza; that boy better be happy man! :)

so daniel, raza & i took a bus to TM.
raza went home, the both of us walked around TM.
like so cool lah the place i cant stand it.
i think im officially a cool kid.
we caught war of the worlds.
i was falling asleep larhs
but the show's nice :)

my babeh and i walked around;
i got myself a fox skirt.
i think i shop without thinking.
i got almost the same skirt afew weeks ago.
i cant get any dumber.

he waited for my bus to come and yepps.
iloveyoubaby


please take me dancing tonight i've been all on my own
you promised one day we could, it's what you said on the phone
i'm just a prisoner of love always hid from the light
take me dancing, please take me dancing tonight
How you really say "I love you." by lenatheraven
Name
...believe in true love?
Your hands sayI'm always here even if you have to reach for me.
Your eyes sayYou're amazing.
Your hugs sayThis is where you are meant to be.
Your kisses sayI am addicted to you.
Your body saysI just want to hold you.
Your heart saysTe amo.
Quiz created with MemeGen!
some people are just so
WHAT THE HELL.

-slaps-kicks-punches-stabs-

rahhs im in school now.
so boring.
typo is boring.
i am boring.

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Just a smile and the rain is gone
Can hardly believe it (yeah)
There's an angel standing next to me
Reaching for my heart

Just a smile and there's no way back
Can hardly believe it (yeah)
But there's an angel, she's calling me
Reaching for my heart

I know, that I'll be ok now
This time it's real

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I was lost in a lonely place
Could hardly even believe it (yeah)
Holding on to yesterdays
Far, far too long

Now I believe its ok cause this time it's real

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I never knew that love could fell soo good

Like once in a lifetime
You change my world

I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you
i wanna shop.

i MUST shop.

the MANGO sale i saw yest was alright
but it was too messy.
i dont like mess
(ok total contradiction of how the state of my room is)

i think ill go to e sale tomorrow after school.

im gg to the botanic gardens later.
so lame.
my parents are lamedogs.

and my stupid brother's at zouk now
having a walkaton.
down there walk what siahs! crazy omgz.

great singapore sale ends: 24 JULY
so totally BOOBASS says:
den come back fuck germany man!

patty says:
germany too big for my cb

its no wonder i love her.
:)
today's a good day.
i went to meet my love!
he fetched me in a cab,
we wenta lido.

initially we wanted to watch
war of the worlds
but the fucking thing's like so full
so we caught a lot like love instead.

since the show's at 915,
we walked around town.
met xy and tim
and they wenta milf food
ate at mcafe.

the show's nice.
the company was better :)
after that we took a cab back
he sent me off
and im missing him bad already.
iloveyou

ive had a wonderful week.
thanks baby for everything

Saturday, July 02, 2005

i
love
you
:)

Friday, July 01, 2005

Staring at a maple leaf
Leaning on the mother tree
I said to myself we all lost touch
Your favorite fruit is chocolate covered cherries
And seedless watermelon ohhhh
Nothing from the ground is good enough
Body rised
It puts over me

Oh chariot your golden waves
are walking down upon this face
Oh chariot I'm singing out loud
To guide me
Give me your
Strength

Remember seeking moons of birth
Rings made mirrors of the earth
The sun was just yellow energy
It is a living promise land
Even over fields of sand
City filled with burden
Cover me
From bringing back
More than a memory

You'll be my vacation away from this place
You know what I want
Holding that cup,
It's pouring over the sides
Make me wanna spread my arms and fly
last night i didnt go home.
it was pure madness wherever we were. haha
vanehneh and i hid under the tables for like 1hr+.
the guys took so damn freaking long to come. rahhs!
it was like hide&seek man.
quite fun but freaky. haha

i just got back.
cabb-ed back; sent daniel home first
today shall be sleep day
tomorrow i shall go to town and shoot the weekend!

iloveyou