suddenly it got too hard to breathe

no updates for today.



too caught up in my bitter sin.

bitching session with nehneh.
DAMN SUPER FUNNY!

cumisha jones says:
those you noe foot reflexology STONES we have in school near mensa? abit like that and plus the moon and plus the bombings.. note: MULTIPLE BOMBINGS

your whisper would be the loudest thing tonight. says:
saddam on the moon pls

******

cumisha jones says:
(website not revealed due to reasons)-- why didnt we take pics the other time we went to the gents? DAMNZZ! SUCHA PRECIOUS MOMENT it NEEDS to be captured! and kept close to my heart haha

your whisper would be the loudest thing tonight. says:
yeah pls. shit lah, whyyyyyy whyyyy the lord so bad to us make us forgettt

cumisha jones says:
sIGHS. anddd when go toilet. WHY NVR POSE NEXT TO THE (word censoered)!!! SiANZ!!!

your whisper would be the loudest thing tonight. says:
wah, damn sianzz ahHx some more the squatting toilet

cumisha jones says:
hahahhaa oh no DunCh StaRts WiF tHE AhLiANZ.

your whisper would be the loudest thing tonight. says:
so precious and cutez worx

cumisha jones says:
hahhaa. YAAA. yEah lORx!!!!! HehEHX. siANZ laRhz wE nEBEr caPtuRe oUR gEntZ-enTEriNG
toILet moMent.

your whisper would be the loudest thing tonight. says:
the squatting toilet so precious and cute worxzz

cumisha jones says:
-bAngZ hEAd AgAInST tHE wALl- kEKez. HAHAHH!

your whisper would be the loudest thing tonight. says:
nEbEr C B4 one lehhs

*******

cumisha jones says:
LOLS!!!! blow job? is it like a part-time job? do i get tips for it? who's my boss? will i earn CPF?

your whisper would be the loudest thing tonight. says:
blow? but blow too much i will get dizzy leh, damned cheebye one

*******

your whisper would be the loudest thing tonight. says:
cannot forget the hand dryer worxz

cumisha jones says:
AND THE TISSUE PAPERRRRRRRRRR!! SO CUTEE!

your whisper would be the loudest thing tonight. says:
and soft worxz!

cumisha jones says:
hEhEHz. mE thInk thEy uSE tHe klEenEx oNE dE woRx. sIANz.

your whisper would be the loudest thing tonight. says:
WaHx! bEri dE eXpeNsIve de!

cumisha jones says:
yEAh loRx.!!!! iTz dAMnz Ex.. mOi mAdEr AlWayS bUy ThOSe tiSsue bOX oNE Ah goT thE loUhan pICtURe theRe onE.

your whisper would be the loudest thing tonight. says:
WaaaHhhkz... sUre Got beRI gUd lucK oNe Ba,

cumisha jones says:
hEhEHX. yEAh loRx. ShE sAE nO nEeD bUy GoOd GooD qUaLity bCos loUhaN iSh gOOD luCk. kEkES. No WonDEr NoW We eAt More FiSh aT hoME. cAn aFfORd MoRe fiSh.

MUAHAHAHHA
motherfucking funny

no baPho today.
woke up early to get my visCo final project done. muahah!
went to school submitted visCo then sat around at the studio.
haha, then rachel & i did the funniest thing lah!
hahaha. no more clouds!! but "surprise!" haha! damn funny that woman.
and she was like irritating sean with her talk with her friend on the phone. hahah!
super funny their convo.
being the helpful person that i am, i helped sean with his box.
its so motherfucking lame! HAHAH! rachel died when she saw the designs on it. LOLS!
so typical 5minutes work kind. haha

waited for daniel for so long because his baPho teacher was being a dick
and i suggested to him to tell his lect. that he needs to accompany his gf to the gynaecologist. LOLLS!
farah's so lame. YAY.

then after taking on 7years (HAHA FARAH SO FUNNY)
sean, daniel & i took 69.
the both of us dropped of as his house cos he wenta get his wallet.
what a dick.
then walked to central, took a train to town.

my boyfriend's totally high maintenance.
silly boy.
but its okayy. lols.
after shopping we had late dinner at lido macs.
i was laughing like a motherfucker lah!
moses lim and his funny eyebrows.
daniel li makes me happy,
he makes me laugh like crazy and finishes 2burgers before i can even finish 1!
BITCH! omggg im laughing like a cow now. i cant stand itt!!
its too funny.
then we walked back to somerset area, got my mum the nydc oreo cake!
then we took 65 back.
...and i THINK the couple in front of us were like les.
not that i have anything against em or something.. hmmm.
it was weird, the both of them.
haha.

i really wonder when our dead fish is going to be cremated.
its collecting maggots and such in the lounge. ahha.
damn gross i freaked out and jumped like a cow when i saw the almost black fish!
HAHA!^
& to think sean wanted to put the remaining last alive fish into terpentine?
hahaha ! sadist!

hols are coming!
and i cant wait to club!
and spend time with daniel li!
and shop!
and club!
and have fun!
and sun tan!
and whatever else also can lah!

am going back to KC tomorrow with nehneh. FOX got new season! must shop!

all i want, my greatest wish now,
is to see my mum smile
and know that she's happy.

and to watch that bitch burn into flames
and watch that bastard shit his intestines out

mummy,
i know every night/every day's been a battle for you.
you know im always and will always be here (in my room HAHA) for you to bitch and throw eggs with.
i love you

major bitching session with the loves!
daph & patt!
its been so long since we 3 got together to bitch!
loveyoutwo shitloads!
*acts rich and walks away in make-up which i THINK'll make me look like a million bucks*

argh. my body's itching like CRAZY
& i cant get to sleep.
oh how much i hate being alone at night

Love Is ...

Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

i love you :)

daniel came to school FULLY dead
and he was there earlier than me!
SUCHA GOOD BOYY. haha must applaud. lols.

i skipped typo in the end.
helped him do his VisCo. im like the nicest gf alive ah.
hahah yeah right.
CreTh no longer exist so, GOODBYE KEE JAN!
muahaha.
waited like a crazy for the people to end their stuffs
then
daniel, me, rachel, ashley, bradley, timothy, kimSun & rei
took a bus down to PARKWAY for k-BOX!

hahhaa!
ooHh sHo aH liaNZ. hEhehEx.
we had fun singing and stuff.
rachel, tim & i went "shoppinnng"
damn funny! lols.
some drama happened and rachel is damn fierce! hahaha.
but all's goood :))
mad drinking (okay not so mad but quite alot) session

after k-boxing, wenta THE CAVE slacked then
daniel & i took a cab back.
:))

no BaPho tomorrow, only VisCo. yucks.
love you ! :)

hahaha
peili just told me something super hilarious! hahaha
we'll do ballet in a tutu together alright?

cumisha jones says:
i come to sch with a cup on my forehead for you. HAHA

haha inside joke.

Because of you

Because of you
my world is now whole,
Because of you
love lives in my soul.
Because of you
I have laughter in my eyes,
Because of you
I am no longer afraid of good-byes.
You are my pillar
my stone of strength,
With me through all seasons
and great times of length.
My love for you is pure
boundless through space and time,
it grows stronger everyday
with the knowledge that you'll always be mine.
At the altar
I will joyously say 'I do',
for I have it all now
and it's all because of you.

By: Amy S. Bedford

i really really cannot wait for the holidays.
so many things to do!! rahhs!

i wanna go overseas. but where?
the world's getting smaller. haha

arrested development's so nice lah!
i love my morgan bra. i want more i want more

i shall make everyone have the HAIRLESS OBSESSION!
being hairless is the shitt right DAPH? right PAT? haha

BE HAIRLESS TODAY!. okay so lame. haha

stop acting like you're so god damn motherfuckingly popular.
and rich. and classy and whatever you're so not.
hahaha.
so so gross.

so funny lah. i cant stand it.
and please, people, stop telling me about her.
im already very much disgusted by her thankewverymuch :)

wenta town with the love todaye.
we walked around aloottt
caught RED EYE at cine. nice show! :D

finally got myself a bra. muahha.
i want more lingerieeesss!!
&& clothes!

meowwrs.
sham's crazy, he keeps and never fails to nudge me whenever he sees me online.
crazy fella.

so the love came over in the morn.
he played doll with my sister muahaha. damn cute the two of them
and he was like so into baby miracle lah! hahah!

then we all slept :))
after sleeping, had lunch then we left for parkway

bonnie&clyde action.
bodyshop, isetan, marks&spencer, cold storage etc.
wooohoo i love my new guess wallet!! :))

then took a bus backk.
today's like so totally tiringgg.
i dunch knows whys.
& i dont know if i should go drinking with andrew & co. todayye.
damnn tireddds.
rahhs.

i love you :)

stayed over in school yesterday.
joyce, rachel, marisa, boo, nehneh, xy, daniel & i. :))
did the box shit but still havent finish
oh he looks so damnnn cute when he's sleeping. haha i was like exhibiting him to the people there lah! haha

cabbed back early in the morn arnd 7 with daniel :)
got home slept like a log till 3plus 4.

then at 7plus daniel picked me up in a cab and we wenta have dinner at LAGOON
:)) love that boy shitloads lah!
we ate like we've not eaten for years, haha okay so drama.
kangkong, stingray & rojak. HAHA. damn alot okay.
i felt pregnant lah haha!

after eating we walked for 789879876548hours to MARINE COVE.
wenta BERNIE's BFD and like slacked there.
they play good music! i like i like!
:)) drank long island tea, its damn gross! yikes.
then cabbed back and wth, the journey back's like so motherly fast!
haha.
i need more daniel-time okay.

i love you shitloads baby
:)) i had fun tonight.

happy 2nd month together baby.

i love you :))

im sorry for being unreasonable.
yes, we'll leave the shits behind.
i love you.

oh, im excited for the sleepover thingy in school.
lifetyle's gonna have a party soon. and i cant wait.
i need id.
my dad's not home again, so whats new?
my mum just got home. rahhs.

id rather have bad times with you
then good times with someone else

work's killing me. everything is.

physically and emotionally drained. i hate school and i hate being at home.
tomorrow better be good. im growing immuned to this.

its nice to know i have people like you around.
and in the studio just now we (joyce, rachel, marisa & i) were talking about les. or like bungs etc. meowwrs.
sudden hitmeintheface. now its clear.
i need a job. i need to relax. i need retail therapy. i need what i once had. i need things to get better. i need money. i need things to get better. i need things to get better. i need things to get better.

oh feel the crap.
sometimes, i feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear.

I dig my toes into the sand
The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds
Strewn across a blue blanket
I lean against the wind
Pretend that I am weightless
And in this moment I am happy.. happy
I wish you were here


endoftheline.

school was shit today. typo was amazingly alright. managed to get alot of crap done so i just need to send it for printing tomorrow. was having fun with the company during typo. haha. "PHECK GHECK's COMING!!" (think: cum) said kolin. haha.
after which had CreTh, did the performance. and it turned out good :))
then helped small weiner sean do his box for chingay with his egg-yolk-like yellow paint and played old-school games with rachel, scully & sean. we played HAPPY FAMILY the heart-attack version. hahaha. super fun. wanted to play hide&seek but we'd make too much noise =\ haha.
then went to the dark room to process my films with marisa & boo. and met this yr2 guy. i forgot his name. haha. waited for each other and stuff. i was mad agitated with my pictures i almost killed the (insert appropriate word here). then left with that year2 guy. rahhs.

visCo tomorrow and im dead.

sometimes i dont know what to want anymore.

yesterday;
went to bugis with my mum to have lunch & bought myself a pair of bottoms and a skirt.
got home, slept for awhile and got ready for my mum's company's dinner & dance at
RITZ CARLTON. total kickass hotel :))
everything was so nice.
got my baby to come down to meet me.
:)) he came down to ritz and we walked around blah blah.
took pictures with silly faces etc on the sofa.
blah blah blah. waited for my mum to end the event
and we 3 took a cab back, dropped him off first :))



fell asleep almost immediately when i got home
and at 3plus couldnt sleep properly, tossed & turned around
and at 6 he msged me; like so happy only lah! haha.
we talked on the phone for awhile and yeahs. i just woke up.



shall find new blog layout. yay.
i love you.
many million assisgnments are like waiting for me to do em.
rahhs.

NANCY DIDNT MARK MY ATTENDANCE!

so school was BAD
nancy's a motherfucking cunt.
she doesnt wanna accept my work
and she didnt want to mark my attendance.
i shall mark today and keep it and if i do get a warning letter or get debarred from colours
I WILL KILL NANCY!
19.08.2005
i fucking went for class and was for once earlyy and she didnt wanna mark my attendance eventho i did my work and stayed throughout.
grrr. slut.
painted my chingay box. rahhs! had to pay 15bucks for it. cunt!
oh wells, had fun with the company though.
bradley, timmy & nehneh.
nehneh & i were like imitating the FULL CIRCLE commercial.
hahahaha super funnnyy!!
never wash the dirt of the face?. ahahha!
okay whatever, am going to have to buy my paints and stuff all soon.
meows.


after which i took 69 to central wenta meet my mum and filza at SEOUL GARDEN.
daniel came to join us later.
all 4 of us had lunch. kept thinking of daphne through0ut. i miss that woman!
steph stop stealing her away from me! MUAHAHHAA.
my mum and filza went to toys'r'us and left daniel and i to eat more.
then we met up with her again.
then the both of us left for town.
walked around and we decided to watch a movie.
walked around ALOT to past time.
bonnie & clyde ((:
then we caught MUST LOVE DOGS
nice show but i had to struggle to keep awake throughout
all the walking made me super tired. meows.


after the movie, we took a cab, dropped him off at DOUBLE-O
and i went home.
rahhs.


d&D tomorrow and hopefully'll be able to meet him tomorrow. i wanna elope to the hotel's rooftop with daniel. hahaha! lamer
and i have nothing to wear.. meows.


cheers to a great day today. i love you :)

today started off good :)
the love came over.
he gets so motherly distracted so easily!
esp. with my sister around. rahhs!
he did his mkdes. it was nice having you around baby :))



after which we took a bus down to school
slacked around.
tim, brad, rei, scully & i had our own fun.
we saw pieces of black foam around so we started cutting them into shapes.
i first had wings pasted on my back and i went "RED BULL GIVES ME WINGGS"
then timmy had those funny chinese old man moustachy thing going on and he looked like MR PRINGLES! hahaha! damn funnny!
and like brad wore some funny thingy around his body and made a bow out of the foam. DAMN FUNNY!.
oh i made moles too! hahaha!


at 6 we handed in our MkDes assignment and within halfanhour we left.
daniel and i decided to watch THE MAID.
had dinner at pastamania; saw christine! muahaha
then caught the movie.
mother shitass show. i was motherly scared lah haha but the show's nice
:)) but could have been scarier though.
i then took a bus back.


sometimes i dont even know what im doing
what ive been fearing most might just come true
i see it coming. i do.
i very much dont want it to;
but somehow i know it will.
it will. just wait and see.
dont kill me with everything.
just turn around and see me cry
that empty space. i dont want that.
ive got to be strong. believe and trust.
but then again, ill be dillusionised and thus run away from whatever thats wrong or might go wrong.
okay note to self: dont tink too much.

school-ed.
had DrFun and i finally got an A!
my most encouraging boyfriend had to spoil everything by saying
that alot of people got an A too. sigh.
thanks baby you know i love you. HAHAH!
developed my pictures. i hate hate hate themm!!
they're so over?under? exposedd! rahhhs!
but nevermind i am damn pro! i will burn them longer and what shits.
farah you suck. yay! haha.



stayed back in school till late.
since i finished my baPho stuff already, daniel and i stayed back
helped rachel with her art piece. quite fun to paint. muahah
we ordered KFC too!
daniel, rei, joyce, rachel and i :))
and some people were so sneakkky! muahhaa.
cab-ed back about 11plus and dropped daniel off.



i hate mkDes. i hate mkDes. i hate mkDes.
daniel's coming over tomorroww! yay. im missing him already.
my big rice!

Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think dat he/she doesn't miss you?



Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling.
You will be sitting around wondering if you meant anything to him/her.
Thinking if he/she ever cares about you.



Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her.



Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise you by appearing downstairs.



Sitting in front of the television but thinking of her/him missing the final episode of your favourite show.



Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time you went out together.



Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future.



Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online.



When you realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your page, you will start worrying if he/she is okay.



Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.
It exposes you to loneliness.
It teaches you how to cope with being lonely and let you know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
You know that you really care and you indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible.
You feel as if you are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know.
At the same time, ask if they miss you.



Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid.
If you are the one being missed and you know it, let the other party know.
if u miss him/her too, tell them.
Don't let them wait.

wenta school early
to GET GRILLED FISH again! hahah!



its like; i chionnng?? to school just to get the very limited pieces of grilled fish from the western stall lah! haha. damn lame



had BaPho and i being the monkey didnt have anything to show. woo. i finally managed to finish 2 rolls, shall develop em tomorrow.
and ive decided to use some of my old negatives. MUAKAKA.
after which had VisCo. brad told me "i swear peter sam hates you" hahah! dont care lah. not say he brad pitt also. CHEHHH.
did my SELF-PROMO proposal. damn lame lah i cant stand it. brad's proposal's the best. hahah! i loikke! :)
and daniel wasnt feeling too good today. got really worried cos he looked like as though he was going to die.
so we went over to his house. stubborn monkey thinks he's superman. RAHHHS.
afterwhich his parents got home and i left to shoot my pictures at the TAMPINES CENTRAL PARK. haha
then left for homee.
i miss you already.



oh and during school we were surfing porn using brad's comp. DAMN GROSS & GROSS!. we even went to www.seancody.com hahah! damn funny!!!!! and those sick sites where sadism's like breathing air or something. gross factor: 10/10 lah! *hairstands*
seancody's porn pictures are sick but the monstersofcock's ones are worst! HAHAH!


shall do my DrFun then stay back after school tomorrow to process my films.
amelia is damn cool lah! she practically has her own darkroom in her fucking house! wanna be how cool!


i love you .

seriously,
come up with better pickup lines woncha?

every year,
you'll tell me the same ol thing.
i am so not interested. never was.
every year,
you proclaim your longingness? for me.
am not trying to sound thickskinned here
but seriously, i think you're mad.

i have...
- baPho final project; 6 rolls !!!! URGENTLY NEED TO BE DONE
submission: NEXT WEEK
- colours chingay
- DrFun A2 drawing
- mkDes final assignment
- visCo 5 picture critique
- visCo final project

argh. i need to start shooting for baPho! fuckkkk!!!!!

i love him



i love him for the man he wants to be
i love him for the man he almost is



you complete me


secret garden



I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel..



i love you :)

i havent been blogging anything of much sense lately. or wait i hear never..?
was reading afew of the people's livejournals.
oh how i miss lj! eventho yeah i do still have one left. woah damn nice the feeling of livejournal.
muakaka.

and ive been noticing my horrid english.
like so ahbengz lianz lingo. no no i have to keep the ahlian in me at bay. GO AWAYY.


i havent been doing anything productive today like whats new?.

i woke up. had lunch. online-ed. talked to the daniel. ate. went back to sleep. ate and did some drawings in my sketchbook which's like so not my work. muahah


i have a feeling i'll be drawing most of my "works" on tracing paper for the next 3years.


oh ohs, i cant wait for the semestral vacation! i wanna go overseas! or maybe not.
so many places i wanna go to. meows.

i need to take pictures of EVEYDAY LIFE.
my gordz. its already week 2 of the final project for BaPho and im supposed to be ready with 4-6 contact sheets already for this coming tuesday's lesson

but.. NO. im not even done with my first roll yet! grrrz.

staying at home makes me grow sideways. UGHHH.
i miss daniel.

oh oh i was reading nehneh's journal and her entry's just so really nice.

okay i shall try getting my diaryland's password back. i know there're many many emotions left inside that locked journal. feelings i would do anything not to ever feel again. itll be nice to read what a mess my life was before and how almost great it is now.

oh and i didnt know being in love and knowing someone out there loves you just as much as you do could feel this good. i never knewww


on a random note: i feel like having nuts.

i love daniel :)

overall a good day spent with the babies in my life.
so family. i loike.

we caught charlie & the chocolate factory.
daniel, filza & i :))
nice show.

probably the best day this whole week.


i love them. esp the oversized baby

oh and my new layout i dont know why my date html cant work
so yeah, it'll be dateless. muahaha.

hi bitch,
ill show you who's funnier

:)

to be able to still sing to songs you were once crazy over
years ago just makes you smile.

to think one'll still remember the songs we grew up with.

oh spice girls. ha

got marked ABSENT for colours today
so timmy and i decided to go to the studio to do our work instead.

was so motherfuckingly looking forward to having seoul garden for lunch
but seriously, whatever *rolls eyes*
major pisser.

minus the pissoff issue aside;
had one of the bestest laughs and talks with
kim, scully, nehneh and okay, all the KC-girls.
we talked about the lameass pri.school days we used to have.
and we got all so excited over kellog's coco krispies? and monkey bars and c-watches and stuffs.
pri.school was the best for us; seriously :)
and its nice to know that people from my pri. class are like still with me now
and stuff.
we grew up too fast.
rahhs.

towned. bewitched.
met up with people
then more people.

cabbed back.
charlie with the sister tomorrow.
if you cant be on time; forget about meeting me okays?.

major issue with people with punctuality problems.
my tolerence level is getting way wayy too low.
and it never fails to make me fucking attitude the whole day.


i assumed you'd always be there
but i took your presence for granted.
- one sweet day

im so lagging behind. im dead
i cant draw. i cant paint.
im only good at talking bullshit.

am rushing on my colours assignment for chingay now.
rahhhs!
motherbullshit.
tomorrow shall be a good day.
ive been stoning alot.i dont know why.
ive got visco to do and im excited for it.

im excited for colours too i dont know why. hahah! weird.
i need more tracing paper.
i need to take pictures.
i need to watch movie.
i need a daniel.
i need clothes! i need to shop!

i need to shhutup.

okay. central-ed after mkDes.
ilovedaniel :)

school was alright.
i have many many more work due. rahhs!
im beginning to hate design school.

pictures from gotham up! :)

daniel's asleep and im so bored.
typo's killing me
and im planning to hand it everything halfdone
with a note
"mdm chan i dont know how to finish the rest"

genius! oh so genius!
haha
some people are beginning to irritate me.
meows.

mkDes tomorrow and im dead again
seriously, mkDes can suck mr aw's ass for all i care man!
damn bloody boring and of no use.
i want photography and only thatt!!

and talking about photography, i still need to shoot
10 rolls. and make 2 contact sheets each week.
meows.

design school kills!
such an amateur at everything.


&& adrian's making me pee in my panties.
super funny i wanna die of laughter!

skimmed mee-ewk. says:
hahahahah awwww so sad. nvm if you die i hold your funeral at gotham ok?

skimmed mee-ewk. says:
the last party you went to

skimmed mee-ewk. says:
hahahahhahahahaah

thats bradley and he's freaking the shit outta me.
i am not going to die of STD.
hopefully not. haha

i would give you everything
there's nothing in this world i wouldn't do
to ensure your happiness
i'll cherish every part of you
because without you beside me i can't survive
don't wanna try
if you're keeping me warm each and every night
i'll be all right
cause i need you in my life

iloveyou

so yesterday's gotham wasnt as good as expected.
meows.

daniel came over to my house and waited for me to get ready and stuff.
ate abit and he played with my little baby.
and now i think she adores him. muahaha.

after that, we cabbed down to meridien.
met jane, mark & ingrid.
was planning to milf ciggs but couldnt
but we did manage afew packs tho :))
thanks to female jackass crew's flirting skills with the mamaman. HAHAHA
ok lame.

daniel and i took a cab down to chijmes
to pick his friends, gareth & daniel up
while jane mark & ingrid went to gotham themselves.

stopped at merchant court and haha i like the fated thing that happened.
first cab was ben
second cab was ours
third cab was mark, jane and ingrid's.
hhaha damn same timing.

being the noobie, walked for awhile
because i didnt know where gotham was. MUAHAHA.

rahhs. got there.
issued tix to the people.
ticketing was rather screwed.
everyone was everywhere. and alot of miscommunications occured.
due to the lack of tix and money issues, i got a little bitchfitty.

got into the club.
crowd grew more and more and it was kinda pissing the hell out of me.
then there was some talk about a raid so yeahs. we managed to get our asses out in time.
but i dont think there were any.

daniel, daniel, gareth and i then walked to liang court
7-11ed. got foood. then we took a cab down to changi for some class chalet thing?
i swear my rheumatism was killing me man!
and they had road-block. rahhhs.
reached the chalet thing and rested fer awhile.
felt weird being the only girl there. haha.
and the guys had some ice-war super mother funny. hahah!

then cabbed back with daniel, daniel and gareth.
hahahhas.
i am still damn sleepppy. rahhhs!
and there's stinky school tomorrow.

oh happy national day suckas.
am gg to meet zach now. RAHHS.

finally saw many people i havent seen for ages.
ouh the hugss :))

the sudden standstill of everything that was...

ok whatever rolls eyes.
i feel like bitchfiting. RAHHS.

typo's motherfucking boring.
im dying.
meowrrrs.


i need entertainment.
i WANT TO EAT!!

am super duperly excited for gotham

but unfortunately i have stinkyschool
12-6pm.
how rotten

but afterthat, all'll be goood :))
hopefully my dad'll be able to send us both there.

im damn hungry.
MY GORDAZ.

if i had the chance,
id count stars with you every night

cumisha jones says:
molepathy

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
Eu ShO PrEtTY WoRx. GoT MoLe On YoUr FaCe SoMeMoRe HoRz. ShO cOoL WoRX

cumisha jones says:
hEhEHx. vErI kEWl dE WoRXx. hEHEx. yEW nOE mE dRagOn AngKoNG mE pUT moLE On mE anGKoNG lORX. sI bEi fiErCE oNE leHZ. hEHHDEX.

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
wadafak! you're better than i thought man!

cumisha jones says:
HAHAHHAA.

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
i bow to the almighty mole muslim ah lian

cumisha jones says:
let the ah lian in me SHINEe. woRz.

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
wahhahahahahahhahahahaha

cumisha jones says:
HeHEWhez. mE iSH lAOgOng iSH pANgSAi bOiBoi bcUZ hE shiT scAred of dE shuNlitE onE dE lORX. hEHEHx. sHO cuTE woRX?

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
my gawd. ok stop it. freaking the bloody shit outta me

cumisha jones says:
NoooO. kEnNORt. yEW hAF uNLEaSHeD De AhLiaNX iN mE oNE dE lORX. HAHAH ok i shall stop it.

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
di di doo dee dee dum! *BUZZ BUZZ* power rangers. ITS MORPHING TIME. CHANGING TO AH BENG MODE! *buzz buzz*

cumisha jones says:
HAHAHAH!>

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
Ew IsH wAnZ To MeSs WiF mEs Arh?

cumisha jones says:
eh mat tappered. jangan action dengan aku sial. haha

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
hahahahahhaha

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
saya ada perumpuan dan wang. hahahhahahahahaha

cumisha jones says:
saya ada lelaki dan duit. lagi bagus dari kamu. hahaha

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
wad is lelaki and duit?

cumisha jones says:
lelaki is GUY, MALE. duit is another term for MONEHH

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
hahahha...

cumisha jones says:
jangan main main dengan saya. saya seorang minah terror siol

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
I IsH hAF bIg BiG kU kU bIrDiEs HoRz.

cumisha jones says:
yEw ISh gORt bIG kUkujIAo dE woRX/ hEhEHZ. mE iSH thE chEEbAi iSh vELi lOosE oNE De
loRx. HEhEHEHZz.

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
We Ish AlL kNoEZ yOur ChEe BAIZ iS vERi De LoOsE oNeZ LoRx. LiKE sO ThE gEyLaNg EH AuNtIeS WoRx. KekEx

cumisha jones says:
lAst TyMe woRZ. mE iSH dE eMAiL aDDie ISh cuTEgErGer88@kIttyMAil.Com onE loRX. dEn mE iSh fREn tElLs mOi hoTmaiL dAMnZ zAi oNE dEn ME ish gEt OnE loRX. EhX. yEW gORt fREwnSter?? hEHEx. aDD moI hORX>

cumisha jones says:
mE nO mORE gEylANg kuEh LiAOZ lARhz. mE noW sERanGOoON prATa LORx.

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
SeRaNgOoN PrAtAz Arh? No WoNeRS yOu Ish So FlaT LoRhZ

cumisha jones says:
hAn lORX. mE iSH lAst tIMe tUAnEhnEH onE dE woRX. dEN thE bOIbOiZ tHEy shUCk mE isH nEhnEH dEN mE iSH nEHnEH flAT dE wORx.

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
damn geross arh. stop it. cant take no more. wahhaha

cumisha jones says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!

cumisha jones says:
eh you jangan nak action dengan aku okay. first nak cakap cheene den skarang nak aku stop. aku ape? mainan? NO OKAY

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
wad the hell you talking. i dont relly understand sia

cumisha jones says:
eh you dont action with me okay. first speak chinese den now u want me to stop? think i wat? toy? NO OKAY. haha

cumisha jones says:
imagine while dancing the next song come out... MAJULAH SINGAPURA/ omggg! haha

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
hahahhahahah i think sure have man wahhahahah

cumisha jones says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHAH!! ya and i will start grinding. to majulah spura

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
grind molie. the twins doing some lesbo incest action

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
eeeeeeeeeeeee

cumisha jones says:
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwww

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
get down and muff dive!!!

cumisha jones says:
YUCKS! i will grind her if the remix of the anthem comes out

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
you said it arh . i go request you better start grinding

cumisha jones says:
BE SURE TO CATCH THE CHILAY MOLE GRIND THE OLIMOLE LIVE AT GOTHAM PENTHOUSE WHEN THE REMIX OF MAJULAH SINGAPURA IS PLAYED

cumisha jones says:
dont mess with my molee.. imma be the one who'd bring it to ya..

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
here's a lil advice for you... find your own mole!!! wahhahahaha

cumisha jones says:
get mole or die trying. hahaha

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
pergi pergi pergi pergi. pergi molie. hari jadi. keta akan party. seperti hari jadi

cumisha jones says:
HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHahAH!

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
i did new tattoo!

cumisha jones says:
only god will judge me?

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
yeah!

cumisha jones says:
hahaha woah u wont have anymore space to tattoo on urself alr lah!

cumisha jones says:
aj tan

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
nice right?!

cumisha jones says:
NICEE . cool seh

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
uh uh siol. you like it dont you? but its one of a kind. only i have it

cumisha jones says:
EH u dont talk so much lah

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
DONT HATE ME CAUSE YOU AINT ME BITCH

cumisha jones says:
my dragon angkong got MOLE OkaY

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
hahahhaha where's your dragon? your lil kukujiao arh

cumisha jones says:
nope. its HIDDEN. its UV

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
where

cumisha jones says:
it will only come out when it needs to.

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
hahaha nonsense. i have two dragons on my body

cumisha jones says:
no matter how many dragons, tigers, elephants, mouse, rats or whales u have on ur
body. NOTHING can beat my moled DRAGON okay?. NOTHING

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
FINE

cumisha jones says:
molespired.

olga, helga, EDMUND says:
hahahahhahahaha. you is too goot to be true


ok thats brad's and my convo. my god damn funny can!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was arrogant, acting like the dictator of your life.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Your Birthdate: June 8

Born on the 8th day of the month, you have a special gift for business, as you can conceive and plan on a grand scale.
You have good executive skills and you're a good judge of values.
You should try to own your own business, because you have such a strong desire to be in control.
You are generally reliable when it comes to handling money; you can be trusted in this regard.
Idealistic by nature, you are never too busy to spend some time on worthwhile causes, especially if managerial support are needed.
There is much potential for material success associated with this number.

Your Boobies' Names Are: Silk and Satin

Your Stripper Name is: Peaches

Your Porn Star Name is: Cumisha Jones

i need to daaaaaance
all night

hustleformehustle

my gordaz.
i need more tix for gotham!!!
sold 50 already and i need another 40 moreee!
ashley's kickass balls! hahaha.

so i met my babeh in town today.we lunched at cine foodcourt
then we got tix for WEDDING CRASHERS!
caught the movie with nehneh & kolin.
fucking nice show. and daniel thinks gloria's so me
(the laughter ONLY)

after which we slacked around town
before heading down to penin cos the guys were jamming.
the place's kinda satanic, scaryy!
chai, justin, kolin and daniel were jamming while
nehneh, nigel and i were like watching. meowss.

they ended jamming at bout 10.
daniel and i took a bus back and he walked me back.

iloveyoubaby.

meeting zach tomorrow. woah i need tix for gothamm!!!!!!

i thank you for completing my whole life.

destined to shine; babyiloveyou

dad sent me to school.
since today's CCN day; we had some fair thingy going.
bought MUNCHY DONUTS for daniel at business school.
saw many long lost classmates like evelyn, jeispriet & ah hui!!
school was super duperly crowded.

after which i had the stupid fashion show.
total dork; yeah a total NAOMI DUMBELL
and after the fashion show thingy, left for engineering school with daniel.
ohh! while waiting for the fashion show to start,
daniel, alfred, kolin were fooling around with the red wigs in the studio
and omg; i almost died of laughter lah!
esp, when raza tried it on. my gordaz. look like girl! haha.
super funny i swear. LEI HO NASTYY AH.

after lunch at engine; daniel and i took a bus down to central
he met his friends and we all took a train down to me; town them; sp.
i was being super motherly lame in the train lah, lip-singing and doing lame actions to songs on the ipod.
meowrrs.

i dropped off at somerset.
was supposed to meet zach but didnt in the end. so i had me-time!
got myself
+ fox pants
+ fleshimp top
+ 2 topshop earrings
+ rattan bag in green
+ 3 topshop undies
+ converse shoes
+ lip/cheek stain from body shop
+ liquid eyeliner from bodyshop

and i feel like dope neows :))
wenta meet my mum at bugis. she went shopping while i died carrying the amount of crap i bought. oh happy happy.
and i seriously think i was a blonde in my past life (not that its something to be proud of anyways)
i cannot get any dumber lah. muahaha
and at bugis i saw this ah lian wearing a top saying
GO TO HELL CHUBBY. my gordaz.
can i slap her skinny body all the way to malaysia? rahhhs!

had dinner at REX. super motherly nice kickass food lurr.
then after which we cabbed back.

ok im damn tired.
hopefully'll be able to meet the daniel tomorrow.
lovelove :))

Hey ladies drop it down
Just want to see you touch the ground
Don't be shy girl go Banaza
Shake ya body like a belly dancer

crazyy.
i had class at 9am and i woke up at 845.
rushed like a mad dog; my dad sent me to school.
meows.

typo kills man. totally.
mac sucks. RAHHS.
am rushing on my assignment now.

slacked in school for so long before
mkDes started. stupid lesson. i dread thursdays.

then, the rest had some fashion show thingy.
and they got me to wear some really ooogly looking dress
then a super kickass black tube-dress caught my eye and i decided to
help em out and parade like a moron around school tomorrow.
thank god i found that kickass dress lurr! haha.

mkDes sucks. SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS.
am like trying to dl FREEHAND MX now. suck my dick thumb lah!

muahaha. tomorrow sounds fun!
yay!

iloveyou

every little thing's gonna be alright


oh the man~ seriously has issues lah!

kim: man~ told me ," you making me go over the top"
kim: omg!
farah: @&#(@&#(@*# , SO MANNN!, ahahhahahhaha, why he say that
kim: cos theres this tool in the workshop, that looks like a dick. den i like stroke it in front of him aahahahhaha!
kim: he was so turned on

he is so gross!

imissyou already.
typo tomoorrow and i fucking got nothing to hand in
mkdes tomorrow and ive not done a shit
i am so so so so so dead.

Baby i love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know
All the love we've made will never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you, yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
until the end (the end) of time (of time)

From the day I met you I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and I wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to the feeling I could get this
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
You make me think that I could live my life like this everyday
There's never been a doubt in my mind
That I regret ever having you by my side
But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know
Thet everyday that I spend with you
I will miss you cuz I'm happy that I had you at all


I love you, yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
until the end of time

Boy I know that I wanna feel your body tonight
For that shit that you're talking you know it'd better be right
Boy I know that I wanna feel your body tonight
For that shit that you're talking you know it'd better be right

went to school early but i didnt go for BaPho.
my first BaPho lesson ive missed.
rahhs.
did my VisCo. very nice i likee! haha
pop-up card :)) on my hatred towards cats! MUAHAHA.
daniel skipped the whole day's lessons and like he came late in the afternoon
imissedyou larhs!

didnt stay long in school, only till 7+
then cabbed back for steamboat dinner
today's FENDI CHEW's BIRTHDAY. rahhs

and ive got some shitass photoshoot tomorrow.

weds- school + epitomize the camwhore label
thurs- typo extra lesson + creTh meeting + mkDes
fri- school + town + collect tix frm zach
mon- gotham excitedness!

i love you

:))

i want a daniel NEOWZ.

all i needed was a daniel hug :))

met muhh babehh at pastamania tm.
sho kewl de worz.
we walked around.
we wenta toys'r'us and we got bottles for ourselves!
he's; barney and mine's sesame street

we cabbed to school
had CreTh. the walkie talkie's super fun! aha
nehneh and i were like having our own fun in class during keejan's
playing with the orange thingy i milfted from toys'r'us.
super funny. haha

went back to studio area.
waited for liwenhan to finish his visco
nehneh and the both of us then took a bus down to central
met kolin and co at pavilion
:)) and after that daniel and i had fish&co followed by genki sushi with nehneh&kol
the chubbz lives up to her name. lolls.

he left for UAN, nehneh,kolin and i went around
got more stuffs :))
i wanna shoopppp!

meows.
babyiloveyou